Hello turboxs,

I see in the forum that you are willing to do a reading for someone in need. & sence spir-child is getting very busy it dont seem she'll have time for me soon,

alittle about myself d.o.b.11/25/1960 5:55am.3 yrs a widow due to surviving a violent crime.as well as a mom of one son whom would of been 32yrs this august had he too not been murdered. I had be friended a total stranger shortly after my husband was killed riding the city transit to/from work for almost three yrs we finally got envovled just last month his d.ob.8/12/65.

Much younger then i. the compassion is there on both ends but i need to know? is there a future?? what can your reading tell me about us or my future? would you be so kind to help me out? thankyou for I've had such a lonley broken heart and a much more shattered soul I carry quilt for I do love my husband deeply and want to be w/ him when I get to heaven but I dont want to continue on on earth w/out no one ..

if u can I would so much appreciate your help than you again.

Dawn

Hello Hans.

I'm a widow whom has lost mom,. son, man, dog , sister all in a 31/2 yr span steal have my sanity why?? I'm not sure. but could you please do me a reading tell me what you see..

i will tell you so much more after that please i'm desparate.

thank you very much, from A BROKEN HEART AND A SHATTERED SOUL,

DAWN

Hello spiritualchild,

3 yrs ago come this april,2nd. My live-in spouse My real for real first and very last true love was stabed in the heart a block away from our home he walked all the way home and died in my arms.I have had 3 marriages prior to living w/ my Bobby, so I know what say about the real kind of love that so many and I'm sorry will never get a chance to really know only in thier dreams or fairytale I was just a lucky one that to exsperince this speacial love, that was to to to short of time to enjoy.I'am a 49 1/2 yr old.widow whom:

met a very nice young man six yrs younger shortly after Bobs passing I of course at the time we met had ever thought to be envolved ever again.Welllll after seeing this man talking to him everyday on the city bus rides home. almost 21/2 yrs later we finally are dating.And things are now really both physically & mentally going GREAAAAT..WE HAVE GIVEN A GIFT TO EACH OTHER THAT WAS PROVING THAT IT WAS NOT ME THAT DIED THAT I'AM HUMAN AND A LIFE GOSE ON NOW I SMELL THE COFFEE SEE THE COLORS APPRECIATE BEING ALIVE AGAIN.

THO, I SHALL NEVER STOP MISSING MY LOVE AND REALLY KNOW IN MY HEART WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN IN ETERNITY... I NEED TO KNOW

WHAT A READING SAYS ABOUT US TWO WHILE WE ARE ON EARTH.

MY D.O.B.11/25/1960 AND HIS IS 8/12/65

THAN YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH I'M WORRIED THAT MY BOBBY WONT LOVE ME NO MORE WHAT SHOULD I DO??

SINCERLY, A LONLEY WOMEN WITH A BRUSIED HEART AND A SHATTERED SOUL

DAWN.

HELLO YES I'M NEW AGAIN SEE MY PROFILE IF YOU CHOSE.

AFTER U C IT, MAYBE U WONT MIND GIVING ME A READING TOO. PLEASE I TRULY NEED ONE.& I WILL EXSPLAIN AFTER U TELL ME O.K.

I'M LIVING ON A VERY SAD ROLLERCOASTER AND DO NOT WHICH END IS UP ...

NOT TO WORRIE I'M NOT SUICIDAL YET THO IT HAS CROSSED MIND ALOT LATELY SO MUCH I EVEN SCOPED WHERE, PLANED WHEN, WHERE,& AND HOW.

dONT GET ME WRONG I DO LOVE LOFE WHEN IT IS LOVABLE HECK I'M EVEN GRATEFUL WHEN IT ISNT.JUST THAT DEATH HAS TAKEN SO MANNY FROM ME I JUST FEEL SO HURT EMPTY & VERY USELESS AND HOLLOW.

MY D.O.B IS 11/25/1960 5:55 AM MED WESTERN BUT NOW LIVE IN LAS VEGAS NV. ..

Hello,& Thanx so much for reply. Amantim, I'am too very sorry for your loss as well,

Dear Siren

What your reply did to my own heart was very beautifully written. I just wish it was ment for me.

can you /would you see if i have any mess. of love from my husband,son , sister,mom or dad.

Also do you Know why? None of the male's that have passed never come to me in dreams , I knew My loving Ma did cross over as 2yrs after her passing, I had got home after working & before I slept I had Prayed to God, asking that if my life must go on -w/out my loving mom & best & only girlfriend whom was ma!-we were unseperable on a daily basis therefore losing her really toook its toll on me..

I prayed that God would ease the hurts and help me to face this life w/ out having to ball my eyes out every singel day as i had done if not 1 time sometimes it would be like I was on crazy rollercoaster as one minute in public/with work or friends I would be laughing everything normal then all of sudden I mean w/in seconds boohoo i was crying again..I asked that I get strength to controll those emotions.

that night I closed my eyes to sleep I thought I was dreaming but know different now because u wake from a dream u just suddenly wake up and most cant remember but when mama came to me she was wearing her pink chiffion dress she loved & had on at her veiwing her hair was done & makeup too just exactly how the funeral home had did to her,

I was crying really hard pillow was soaked but ma was floating over my bed When i loooked up I said mom your here u came ma I reached for her all of sudden she disapperd and i was half falling out of my bed from trying to reach out and touch her but..when she left it was as if some force had just sucked her backwards .nothing like when u normally wake.

dose this make sense to you. that morning and even now tho i wish & miss her despartly Iam contented knowing she is happy at peace and i learned to let her go unlike i cant seem to do yet for my son or husband.Also the true blue eyed real angel that chosen me to be her big sister here on earth for 42 years had crossed because she had done almost the same as my ma did . except with sis when I was a wake,after seeing heer I just could stop crying for almost 8 hrs straight. (my older brother whom was her guardian after mom passed, & lost his home after our sister passed had to move in w me because he lost his home.) he had gone some where when he returned he asked me why I was crying so hard what was wrong and my only replie to him because i was so upset and couldnt even hardly talk. was:--- well we dont have to worrie Doreen has crossed she is o.k.. I havent seen her sence but i'm contented she is happy. & i shall see her again.

with my son & husband I cant but think that thaey dont belive or refuse to that they are dead.

therfore that is why I cant get the contentment or let them go because I dont know where they are are they in the left door in denial?? & not crossed over yet or what do you know can you give me an answer to this??can anyone for I so DESPARTLY NEED TO KNOW TO MOVE ON GO FOWARD SO PLEASE IF YOU CAN OR ANYONE HELP ME..

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH

DAWN OR B.A. D. IN ETERNITY 2

BAD STANDS FOR (B)OBBY (A) ND (D)AWN IN ETERNITY OR ALWAYS BAD

o.k i have had enough grieving for so many losses in short time.

my question is? AM I going to start having a less stressful life?

than you

Having lost all that had been in my world each and everyday of my life. Have passed on to another world we know as Heaven,These four people,first my only born child my son he was only 26yrs.murdered,18months later my husband murdered,4 months later my beloved dog my daughter of 12 yrs, and then last sept 2008, My challenged adult sister whom I took care of on a daily basis .

I cant afford to seek out of the home consuling,nor can i afford a clarvoiant or medium. to help me. if you are willing to offer your professionalisium to one so despartly in need.I know you would be paid back in trifolds.

All I'm seeking is if there is any message's for me? Is my son & husband still beside me? are they happy?something anything please.. thankyou my losses have all started Sept.2005 & last one sept 2008. to me that is to much in a short time.I'm also intrested in hiring one to help solve the murder of my son.But fear for my life as well..because of whom or why he was killed.

if you are willing please leave a message here also a e-m where we can be free to speak. w/out my life in danger ....

amatim,

consider yourself very lucky! in the past 21/2 yrs i've lost my only born child he was 26yrs old murdered then 18 mos later my husband was stabed in the heart walked 3 blocks to our home and died in my arms. then 4 months later my dog of 12yrs. and 2months after that my speacila little sis.age 42. I call her speacial because she was mentally challenged.she past due to septic shock a surgery gone bad.

prior i had lost my loving parents too..and i have yet to hear any of them or see them in my dreams i do belive in the living spirites and ghost very much as well as inh God.

but i never get any speacial visit's.tho, I pray cry begg and plead.

BUT WHAT I DO HAVE AND KNOW THAT THEY ARE W/ ME BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT DOWN FALLS TRY TO STOP ME IN REALITY BE IT HUNGRY NO BUSS FARE WORK OR HOME,

I'VE BEEEN DOWN TO THE NITTY GRITTY AND HAD NO WHERE OR NO ONE TO RUN TOO. I'AM ALONE! AND YOU KNOW IT ALWAYS WORKS OUT FOR ME ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.

SOMETIMES I FEEL MAYBE THEY ARE TRYING TO COMUNICATE TO ME VIA MUSIC BUT

I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR A VISUAL VISIT OR SENT SOMETHING.SO ALL I WANTED TO SAY IS AMEN & GOD BLESS YOU..