Thanks chocolatebox & surlemare.
I was kinda going insane yesterday, bicause every 5 minutes I thouht about him. It felt like a having a major depression. On top of it I had some deadlines on my job. So, while working on gettting stuff done, I just came up with so much strenght that I textedt him a massage saying that I love him and that he means much to me.
I can now tell that it felt so great, like I had done the right thing. And now I am feeling so much better. It was and is so great to feel the relief. This is the first time for me. He already has texted me 2 weeks ago that he loves me and that i mean to him a lot.
The thing is I did not know how to see this texting i love you. Was it what he really means or just something you would say to every baby you see on street.