I had not thought about the issue from my husband's perspective. He must be almost as unhappy as I am.
Making the transition is a very frightening thing because I don't have any family members to help me out. That makes being alone a very scary. I would not have anyone to call for emergencies and that issue is holding me back from making the needed change.
However, since I don't have any family ties anywhere then I could move anywhere in the country. I am trying to decide where I should move if and when I do get a divorce.