hi and a good evening to you! my question is in regards to my surroundings. i've been through a lot of trials in the past but just when i think ive put the past behind and started a new life for me and my kids things start to get troublesome and confusing. mostly in the relationships and communication area...wether it be with family or friends. could the problem lay in how iam analyzing things and people or is the company i keep really the type i shpul (which id be around. i've been getting bad vibes for consequent day now but yet cant pin point as to what it in regards to. if you could pls see if there are certain people i should refrain from or be cautious about. should i continue on wth the same circle of friends, the same path that i have been following? thanks much in advance!
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hope i didnt overwhelm you with the length of info i posted last night. my apologies for the typo's i was a bit tired while typing. anyhow, im not quite sure if ud still have time to do a reading for me but im hardly on until th evening time when i get the kids to sleep and only stay on for a bit since my clinical rotation is at 6 in the morning. i'll chceck in every evening just in case you may have been able to get to me. thanks andrea! have yourself a good evening.
RE: I Would Like To Give Readings
good evening andrea,
i read your last post and i know the last reading was a bit draining for you, hope you were able to get some time to rejuvinate. i was looking at the number of replies you've gotten and there are quiet a few ahead of me so im truly hoping your still able to take in requests...ill post my questions on here just in case youd be able to squeeze me in..
heres a lil backgroung: im a single parent to my 6 yr.old son and 4 yr. old daughter. i was married to a hs sweetheart and our relationship lasted close to 7 yrs. in that time i could say he tried the best he could to provide as a husband and a father although he cheated twice once before we had kids, the second while i was pregnant with our 2nd baby. that was the start of our downfall. although i do admit i had flaws in my attitude that also contributed to our end. there were a lot of factors but now as i look back the main one was 1.our age at the time; in which now i see played a big part in our inability to cope with the obstacles we were faced with secondary to that was 2. the way his family perceived me to be; he's the baby of the family so when he started prioritizing me & the kids over the favors they were so used to asking of him i became the reason to blame. its been 3 yrs since our divorce got finalized but we never really had closure. after 6 months of seperation the kids and i left the country because the situation became too much to handle it was then that he met his current gf of which he has a 26 mth old baby with. i too entered a relatioship last yr but due to my emotional baggage we separted ways. he was great with my kids and treated them as his own and it wasnt until he was gone that i saw how much impact he had on the kids and how much values, morals he planted in them...our separation also opened my eyes that my son was yearning for a father figure but i wasn't quite sure if his biological dad was mature and ready to step back into his life.. but considering the fact that i owe it to my kids to give them a chance to know their dad with a leap of faith i trusted him back into his kids lives tying to disregard the fact that since the divorce he has not payed more then 4 mts worth of child support that the court has ordered putting aside any actions he made in the past that would make me doubt his intentions and capabiities.....since december things were going good i noticed the efforts he made. although not too long ago we started becoming involved in which i really feel uneasy about. i felt comfortable communicating with him because i knew i didnt have any feelings left for anything like this to happen. i was over what we had in the past...but now my actions are making me question that.
i don't know if its the way hes been treating the kids and how happy he seems too make them that subconciously drew my attenton back to him or if its beacuse im truly not over the past? but for whatever reason it maybe..., i know its not right because regardless of whaever the reason he's doing it for..im contibuting to the fact that hes cheating on someone. i beleive in karma and i dont know if its me drawing it t myself but things have really gotten confusing and before it gets any furthur i need feedback....i know how much of a wall ive built from al the exp my kids and i have been through and ive done good so far in not letting anybody in but with him (just recenly though) i cant find the srength to resist when were face to face.
im scared about his tantics since ive seen how he could go from the most loveing dad to a man that could easily turn his back on his kids on someone elses command. but since then ve been confused if the two have an correlation with each other. us seing each other and the efforts he supposedy displays is trying to be there for his kids. does he have clean intentions with his kids? will he continue his relationship with them even if i no longer see him? what oes he want out of this? is he playing with my emotions . is it for alterior motives like revenge? or am i being too analtical and negative since im guilty of messing around with him knowing hes in a relationship....or could his actions actually be sincere and could i possiby be blocking something that maybe was meant to be due to my fear of getting hurt once again?
please give me any feed back the cards may give you...i know you cant gurantee the accuracy like youve mentiond in your post but id be more than grateful for any insight your able to provide thank you much in advance!