Confused, contradictions within me..hanswolf - the captin watergirl..anyone plz
I am not sure what is going on with me. It seems like I want to be in a relationship whenever I see happy couples holding hands and all. But then I have this feeling that I am not ready to be in one. I am currently having a kind of open relationship with my cancerian guy but sometimes I go ask him what are we friends or a couple? because I don't want to be in between! but I know deep down that I don't want to be in a relationship and I like how we are in between but sometimes I fight with him over this and want reassurance that he loves me and cares about me and won't see other girls other than me.
What is this all about?
Sounds like you don't want to be alone and that just anybody will do to fill the gap. It means your relationship with yourself when you are alone and your self-love is not good. If you really don't want to be in a relationship, be fair to this guy and tell him how you feel. It's not right to lead him on.