Caption your insight pls
You must deal with any issues you have about getting married. There is a very good reason why you are looking to escape with someone else. You may love your BF but perhaps you are finding him and his son too much hard work? Be completely honest about how you feel towards this marriage and don't get into it if you can't handle it at the moment. Don't push yourself into doing something that you have secret reservations about or you and everyone else will just end up miserable when you go through with the wedding just because you feel obligated to do it.