Hi Hans (^_^)-b It's been a while..
Thank you Kameo,
yes, life is a blessing it is not a sin. Life is a gift it is not guilt. Life is the greatest thing that existence has given to you – for nothing! Just because you have not paid for it, you don’t recognize its value. Don’t lose a single moment. When there is a chance to dance, don’t sit in the corner and be just an onlooker. Participate. When people are laughing, don’t participate just not to look stupid.
Well... I have found myself in that area where "I wont know what I will do from one day to the next"... I am still very bright and hopeful for the future....
My dreams are set - Im having visions - and they are becoming a reality - I smile a lot more - even though to some I have no real reason to smile. I truly do feel for the future. Are my present dreams truly attainable? And from where do these dreams and visons come from? Also, will I meet anyone in particular in the future - if so what for? And how will I know? Would you advise any traveling? If so - where to? lol
Wow - it's been a long time since I've asked a question - but then again - time is only what we allow it to be. If everyone decided to live the same day continuously or reset the year - it is possible - a unit of measurement does not determine growth. Growth will take place whether or not its recorded or not. Thus - I can truly say - "I have all the time in the world" lol
Pray all is well!
Love & Blessings
Are my present dreams truly attainable? No.
And from where do these dreams and visons come from? From energies you are suppressing while you are awake.
Also, will I meet anyone in particular in the future: Yes.
- if so what for? for sight and freedom of movement.
And how will I know? You wait for a compelling signal, yet ignore the knock at the gate. Missed opportunity breeds regret.
Would you advise any traveling? Yes.
If so - where to? Where you can use a ship to.
And look at your face -- you are bored everywhere.
Whatsoever you are doing you are bored, obviously,
because you are not into it. You are trying somehow
to finish it to save time, And then you have to kill
time. Killing time, saving time, killing time, saving
time.... The whole life is gone! And you come
empty-handed into the world and you go empty-handed.
Empty handed - I have not lived an easy life - My life - seems - day by day - to get harder and harder - yet I keep my head up in prayer that it will get better - I never take my eyes off the future. It's not that Im bored - it's that I no longer have time to find the joy in that around me - And when I finally do find the joy - it's taken away before I can truly appreciate it. Will my situation improve? Success is relevant - but will I claim the success I aim towards? And if the answer is no - are there steps that I can take to change what has been given to me? I refuse to accept a fate that I dont like.. Im coming to a place where I feel I have nothing left to lose - so truly - something must give - my faith hasn't left me. And being alone no longer brings me pain - what advice could you give me? Im numb - yet focused on my next step
Will my situation improve? No.
will I claim the success I aim towards? yes, certainly.
are there steps that I can take to change what has been given to me? no.
what advice could you give me? If you run in blind terror from this thunder, you will end up hopelessly mired in the mud.
So never be negative again. Just drop it!
I'm thinking again about him,and I wonder will he come back to my life?
Why he is gone now?
Should I give up from him?
Did he ever love me?
will he come back to my life? no.
Why he is gone now? Because he wants to be alone.
Should I give up from him? Yes.
Did he ever love me? Yes.
The doctor was explaining the new recovery technique
to his patient.
"You should begin walking as soon as possible after
the operation. On the first day you must walk around
for five minutes, the second day for ten minutes, and
on the third day you must walk for a full hour. Do you
understand?" "Yes, doctor," said the apprehensive
patient, "but is it all right if I lie down during the
Become a little more patient.
So you say that I should give up from him...
But if I have to be patient
,should I maybe wait for him to get ready for relationship?
why he never says that he loves me,why he didn't show his feelngs?
it's there any chance in future for us,?
It's just hard to let him go away ...:(
should I maybe wait for him to get ready for relationship? no.
why he never says that he loves me,why he didn't show his feelngs? because he still waits.
it's there any chance in future for us,? yes.
But then you have to understand a few things in this context.
Thanks ,it's kind of confusing,;/
So just one more question:will our love find a way?
will our love find a way? yes.
Mothers are complaining about their sons and
daughters having fallen into bad company. But they
don't realize that they are the ones who have sown the
seeds of their children's wrongdoings. They alone are
responsible for building their consciousness --
children are simply manifesting it. Of course, sowing
the seed and its manifestation are two different
phenomena. We don't see the connection between the two
because an enormous gap exists in between.
Thank you :)))
The story is helpful ,i think i get the point.
when for the first time in India films started --
those were the days of silent movies -- a touring movie
house came into a village. One villager purchased a
ticket for the first show -- that was the matinee show
-- and there comes a scene when a beautiful woman is
undressing. The villager stands up, and many people
shout, "Sit down!" -- so he has to sit down.
But he is alerted to what is happening, and just
then, when she is going to drop her last piece of
clothing, a railway train passes by. He has been trying
to look from every angle, but he cannot see the woman.
By the time the railway train has passed, the woman is
swimming in the lake. He said, "My god, the real thing
The show was finished and everybody was gone, but he
was still sitting there. The manager came and asked,
"Why are you sitting there? The show is finished."
He said, "It is finished, but here is the money for
the second ticket. I will see the second show, I will
see the third show, I will not leave here unless I get
The manager said, "What point?"
He said, "Don't talk to me; don't disturb me. You
just bring the ticket. I cannot leave this seat. From
here the view is very clear."
The manager said, "This seems to be strange... but
what is the harm?" And he brought him another ticket.
The second show he was very alert, very watchful; he
was watching almost holding his breath. But that
goddamn train again came!
The second show finished, the point was still missed.
The manager came saying, "Now it is time, you have seen
the same film twice."
He said, "I have seen it twice, but I will see it
thrice, I will see it four times... I will see it my
The manager said, "You can confide in me. What is the
problem? Don't you understand the film?"
He said, "I understand everything. Only one thing I
don't understand: will the train be late some day or
not? In this country a train coming exactly at the same
time every day is not possible!"
You will have a little difficulty. The train may come
at the right time and you may miss the point. Don't be
worried. If you can be silently watchful, the mind is
enough -- because the mind is exactly all that controls
your whole body, the whole system.
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thank you hans!:)
intersting story.I've find myself in that.
Am I that man who is watching the fil over and over?
Am I that man who is watching the fil over and over? No.
Love has no ingredient of compassion in
it. Vice versa is true -- compassion certainly has love
in it -- but because of compassion that love has a
totally different quality, a different flavour.
Yes. it makes sense ,heh
But why situation have to be like this?
But why situation have to be like this? Because if your ego gets too strong it has to be put down again.
Life is a game. If you want
to be happy and you want that others should be happy,
you have to learn the games(wo)manship. You have to be very
skillful. All other games are nothing before this big
game of life.
I never thinks that my ego is strong.heh
Yes ,i agree.I'm feeling like I have accepted terms and conditions without rading them,so I get lost.Like i know rules ,but don't know little thing that are very important.
So what I am supposed to right now ,to make myself happy?
Why am I dreaming of him constantly in recent time?
What dreams try to tell me?
Is he happy right now?
thank you hans
So what I am supposed to right now ,to make myself happy? Wait for wisdom and clarity before exacting justice, then let no protest sway you. Find satisfaction in small gains. Move constantly forward. Watch, listen, study, contemplate, then step lightly but decisively on.
Why am I dreaming of him constantly in recent time? Because anticipation of fulfillment does callous you before you have fully absorbed the lessons of the journey. The endpoint of this quest will only prove to be the threshold for another.
What dreams try to tell me? That there is a conflict between your heart and your mind.
Is he happy right now? No.
It is midnight at the Rotting Saint's Graveyard in
Cologne. All is quiet, when suddenly, there is a
rattling noise under one of the gravestones, marked
Himlish Humper. Slowly, the stone begins to lift up,
and the earth begins to crumble, and a bony hand
reaches out into the air.
Slowly but surely, the skeleton of Himlish Humper
creeps out of the ground. Himlish brushes the dust off
his bones, and then knocks on the next stone marked
"Come on, Hector!" cackles Himlish. "It is time!"
Then, from under the stone marked Hector Herpes comes
the sound of bones rattling, and slowly the stone lifts
up and out slides the skeleton of Hector.
The two skeletons clatter and rattle as they stand up
and shake hands.
"We are free!" rasps Himlish. "Let us go!"
The two guys start running and rattling down the
streets of Cologne. Suddenly, Hector Herpes stops dead
in his tracks. He spins around and starts rattling back
towards his grave.
When he gets there he picks up the huge gravestone
and carries it back to where Himlish is standing.
"What the hell are you bringing that thing for?"
"Hey!" replies Hector. "You cannot travel in Germany
without your papers!"