Hi Hans (^_^)-b It's been a while..



  • Thank you Kameo,

    yes, life is a blessing it is not a sin. Life is a gift it is not guilt. Life is the greatest thing that existence has given to you – for nothing! Just because you have not paid for it, you don’t recognize its value. Don’t lose a single moment. When there is a chance to dance, don’t sit in the corner and be just an onlooker. Participate. When people are laughing, don’t participate just not to look stupid.



  • Hello Hans,

    Well... I have found myself in that area where "I wont know what I will do from one day to the next"... I am still very bright and hopeful for the future....

    My dreams are set - Im having visions - and they are becoming a reality - I smile a lot more - even though to some I have no real reason to smile. I truly do feel for the future. Are my present dreams truly attainable? And from where do these dreams and visons come from? Also, will I meet anyone in particular in the future - if so what for? And how will I know? Would you advise any traveling? If so - where to? lol

    Wow - it's been a long time since I've asked a question - but then again - time is only what we allow it to be. If everyone decided to live the same day continuously or reset the year - it is possible - a unit of measurement does not determine growth. Growth will take place whether or not its recorded or not. Thus - I can truly say - "I have all the time in the world" lol

    Pray all is well!

    Love & Blessings



  • DJKAMEO,

    Are my present dreams truly attainable? No.

    And from where do these dreams and visons come from? From energies you are suppressing while you are awake.

    Also, will I meet anyone in particular in the future: Yes.

    • if so what for? for sight and freedom of movement.

    And how will I know? You wait for a compelling signal, yet ignore the knock at the gate. Missed opportunity breeds regret.

    Would you advise any traveling? Yes.

    If so - where to? Where you can use a ship to.

    And look at your face -- you are bored everywhere.

    Whatsoever you are doing you are bored, obviously,

    because you are not into it. You are trying somehow

    to finish it to save time, And then you have to kill

    time. Killing time, saving time, killing time, saving

    time.... The whole life is gone! And you come

    empty-handed into the world and you go empty-handed.



  • Empty handed - I have not lived an easy life - My life - seems - day by day - to get harder and harder - yet I keep my head up in prayer that it will get better - I never take my eyes off the future. It's not that Im bored - it's that I no longer have time to find the joy in that around me - And when I finally do find the joy - it's taken away before I can truly appreciate it. Will my situation improve? Success is relevant - but will I claim the success I aim towards? And if the answer is no - are there steps that I can take to change what has been given to me? I refuse to accept a fate that I dont like.. Im coming to a place where I feel I have nothing left to lose - so truly - something must give - my faith hasn't left me. And being alone no longer brings me pain - what advice could you give me? Im numb - yet focused on my next step



  • DJKAMEO,

    Will my situation improve? No.

    will I claim the success I aim towards? yes, certainly.

    are there steps that I can take to change what has been given to me? no.

    what advice could you give me? If you run in blind terror from this thunder, you will end up hopelessly mired in the mud.

    So never be negative again. Just drop it!



  • Hi Hans 🙂

    I'm thinking again about him,and I wonder will he come back to my life?

    Why he is gone now?

    Should I give up from him?

    Did he ever love me?



  • nency,

    will he come back to my life? no.

    Why he is gone now? Because he wants to be alone.

    Should I give up from him? Yes.

    Did he ever love me? Yes.

    The doctor was explaining the new recovery technique

    to his patient.

    "You should begin walking as soon as possible after

    the operation. On the first day you must walk around

    for five minutes, the second day for ten minutes, and

    on the third day you must walk for a full hour. Do you

    understand?" "Yes, doctor," said the apprehensive

    patient, "but is it all right if I lie down during the

    operation?"

    Become a little more patient.



  • thank you 🙂

    So you say that I should give up from him...

    But if I have to be patient

    ,should I maybe wait for him to get ready for relationship?

    why he never says that he loves me,why he didn't show his feelngs?

    it's there any chance in future for us,?

    It's just hard to let him go away ...:(



  • nency

    should I maybe wait for him to get ready for relationship? no.

    why he never says that he loves me,why he didn't show his feelngs? because he still waits.

    it's there any chance in future for us,? yes.

    But then you have to understand a few things in this context.



  • Thanks ,it's kind of confusing,;/

    So just one more question:will our love find a way?



  • nency,

    will our love find a way? yes.

    Mothers are complaining about their sons and

    daughters having fallen into bad company. But they

    don't realize that they are the ones who have sown the

    seeds of their children's wrongdoings. They alone are

    responsible for building their consciousness --

    children are simply manifesting it. Of course, sowing

    the seed and its manifestation are two different

    phenomena. We don't see the connection between the two

    because an enormous gap exists in between.



  • Thank you :)))

    The story is helpful ,i think i get the point.



  • nency,

    when for the first time in India films started --

    those were the days of silent movies -- a touring movie

    house came into a village. One villager purchased a

    ticket for the first show -- that was the matinee show

    -- and there comes a scene when a beautiful woman is

    undressing. The villager stands up, and many people

    shout, "Sit down!" -- so he has to sit down.

    But he is alerted to what is happening, and just

    then, when she is going to drop her last piece of

    clothing, a railway train passes by. He has been trying

    to look from every angle, but he cannot see the woman.

    By the time the railway train has passed, the woman is

    swimming in the lake. He said, "My god, the real thing

    I missed!"

    The show was finished and everybody was gone, but he

    was still sitting there. The manager came and asked,

    "Why are you sitting there? The show is finished."

    He said, "It is finished, but here is the money for

    the second ticket. I will see the second show, I will

    see the third show, I will not leave here unless I get

    the point."

    The manager said, "What point?"

    He said, "Don't talk to me; don't disturb me. You

    just bring the ticket. I cannot leave this seat. From

    here the view is very clear."

    The manager said, "This seems to be strange... but

    what is the harm?" And he brought him another ticket.

    The second show he was very alert, very watchful; he

    was watching almost holding his breath. But that

    goddamn train again came!

    The second show finished, the point was still missed.

    The manager came saying, "Now it is time, you have seen

    the same film twice."

    He said, "I have seen it twice, but I will see it

    thrice, I will see it four times... I will see it my

    whole life!"

    The manager said, "You can confide in me. What is the

    problem? Don't you understand the film?"

    He said, "I understand everything. Only one thing I

    don't understand: will the train be late some day or

    not? In this country a train coming exactly at the same

    time every day is not possible!"

    You will have a little difficulty. The train may come

    at the right time and you may miss the point. Don't be

    worried. If you can be silently watchful, the mind is

    enough -- because the mind is exactly all that controls

    your whole body, the whole system.



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  • thank you hans!:)

    intersting story.I've find myself in that.

    Am I that man who is watching the fil over and over?



  • nency,

    Am I that man who is watching the fil over and over? No.

    Love has no ingredient of compassion in

    it. Vice versa is true -- compassion certainly has love

    in it -- but because of compassion that love has a

    totally different quality, a different flavour.



  • Yes. it makes sense ,heh

    But why situation have to be like this?



  • nency,

    But why situation have to be like this? Because if your ego gets too strong it has to be put down again.

    Life is a game. If you want

    to be happy and you want that others should be happy,

    you have to learn the games(wo)manship. You have to be very

    skillful. All other games are nothing before this big

    game of life.



  • I never thinks that my ego is strong.heh

    Yes ,i agree.I'm feeling like I have accepted terms and conditions without rading them,so I get lost.Like i know rules ,but don't know little thing that are very important.

    So what I am supposed to right now ,to make myself happy?

    Why am I dreaming of him constantly in recent time?

    What dreams try to tell me?

    Is he happy right now?

    thank you hans 🙂



  • nency,

    So what I am supposed to right now ,to make myself happy? Wait for wisdom and clarity before exacting justice, then let no protest sway you. Find satisfaction in small gains. Move constantly forward. Watch, listen, study, contemplate, then step lightly but decisively on.

    Why am I dreaming of him constantly in recent time? Because anticipation of fulfillment does callous you before you have fully absorbed the lessons of the journey. The endpoint of this quest will only prove to be the threshold for another.

    What dreams try to tell me? That there is a conflict between your heart and your mind.

    Is he happy right now? No.

    It is midnight at the Rotting Saint's Graveyard in

    Cologne. All is quiet, when suddenly, there is a

    rattling noise under one of the gravestones, marked

    Himlish Humper. Slowly, the stone begins to lift up,

    and the earth begins to crumble, and a bony hand

    reaches out into the air.

    Slowly but surely, the skeleton of Himlish Humper

    creeps out of the ground. Himlish brushes the dust off

    his bones, and then knocks on the next stone marked

    Hector Herpes.

    "Come on, Hector!" cackles Himlish. "It is time!"

    Then, from under the stone marked Hector Herpes comes

    the sound of bones rattling, and slowly the stone lifts

    up and out slides the skeleton of Hector.

    The two skeletons clatter and rattle as they stand up

    and shake hands.

    "We are free!" rasps Himlish. "Let us go!"

    The two guys start running and rattling down the

    streets of Cologne. Suddenly, Hector Herpes stops dead

    in his tracks. He spins around and starts rattling back

    towards his grave.

    When he gets there he picks up the huge gravestone

    and carries it back to where Himlish is standing.

    "What the hell are you bringing that thing for?"

    screeches Himlish.

    "Hey!" replies Hector. "You cannot travel in Germany

    without your papers!"


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