My spirit guide?
I think I have a spirit guide as I've felt a distinct female presence since I was about 9 or 10 years old. This presence seemed to disappear for several years and then reappeared when I was an adult. She seemed re-appear right around the time I started dating my now husband (if that means anything).
My questions are: was the presence I felt in my childhood the same spirit? Do I even have a spirit guide or am I completely off-base? If I do, can anyone describe her to me (or maybe he's a male and I'm completely out of touch)? I have my own imaginings, but I don't trust my mind as it's very active and can easily play tricks on me! I think I might even know her name, but I read something once that spirit guides tend not to give out their name because it can become too much of an obsessive focus. Interestingly, I did tend to obsess about the name for awhile and it even became a catalyst for a fictional story I had developed. I still think of the name often. Finally, if I do have a spirit guide, WHY do I have one (or perhaps everyone has one)?
Any insight would be appreciated.
yes it is the same spirit. they are one and the same. a grandmother. she is a familiar spirit. everyone also has a spirit guide. they just have to be open to listening to them. she never went away. you just did.
what is going on with the upper back?
My upper back? Could you explain a bit more because it could be one of two things?