New Year Blues
That's a good start, an inner pull of wanting to be free and feeling that you won't be residing where you are for long. I think it's time to feel the pull and go. Spread your wings. You are in charge of your life, you only get one chance. Grab it, be positive and enjoy! Life is an exciting adventure, live your life to the full. You don't need readings for this!
Happy times to you!