Turned 24 on Jan. 9th; Could really use a reading. PLEASE help if you feel it!!
I would love a reading. I just turned 24 on Jan. 9th, 2010 and I am facing a lot of new changes in my life like moving across the country and going back to school. Unfortunately, I am still hung up on my ex's. One of them, who I believe to be a soul mate, is still on my mind almost everyday even after 16 months of not talking. My other ex and I (who I dated for a little less than 2 yrs) lived together and had a terrible break up while trying to remain friends afterwards. It's been almost a month since we stopped talking but I know I am not fully over it. I just can't seem to let go of either of these two people and it is making it hard for me to move on with my life. I would love to know what you see in the cards for me, whether I will feel true love again or ever be close with either of these two again, especially Sarah. Or any advice on what the future holds for me. FYI I am a bisexual capricorn female and I do feel that the universe is pulling me to do great things, I just don't know if I am heading in the right direction yet. This is a very trying time in my life but I still strive to learn and be creative everyday. Thank you so much for taking the time to really feel out my issue and request. I look forward to hearing from You in any extent.
Hmm I don't know where the tarot readers are but I can do your astrology compatibility or numerology if you like. Give me your birthday and the birthdate of anyone you want to know if you're compatible with and I'll give you an analysis.
Your 34/7 lifepath indicates that your issues will be about stability and self-trust. You must not skip any steps in your self-work or studying/working life. You are here to balance and blend your outer practical life and your inner spiritual life, to ground your imagination and flights of fancy in reality. You may experience conflicting desires to go inward or get away from the material world entirely, becoming a spiritual gypsy, seldom putting down roots to allow anything to grow - or you may eschew spiritual matters altogether. You can be wary of sharing your feelings and may end up feeling alone. Trust and honest open communication are the keys to your success in relationships. You don't feel entirely relaxed with others, for fear of doing or saying the wrong thing. But life for you must have a solid stable base, a step-by-step stairway that will help you succeed and stop you falling back into self-doubt and isolation. The process is more important than the goal in this lifepath, or rather the process is the goal.
Your numerology for 2010 indicates that this year is a 4 personal year for you. In a 4 personal year, your thoughts and energy need to be directed to career opportunities, business, work, and security. This is a year to build a foundation, make important connections, keep your nose to the grindstone, and save your money. Expansion in this year will be slow but positive. Try not to feel too restricted. This is an opportunity to consolidate and retrench, as your life will become very active and expansive in the year to follow. Build firm friendships and strive toward balance in family relationships. This is a good year for engagement and marriage, a good year to follow a routine, pay off debts, start a diet, or quit smoking. In other words, you are well advised to get your house in order in terms of relationships, body, mind, and spirit. It is possible that long awaited opportunities will come your way before the end of this year.
Four is a period of hard work, a time to roll up your sleeves and attend to the business at hand. This hard work and attention to details and order creates stability in your life. It’s a time to reflect and make sure the systems are in place to allow for growth. People in this 4 year often feel the need to create more order and structure so things run more smoothly. In the one, two and three personal years they grow and grow and everything happens pretty quickly and then when they get to a four year they realize, “Wow, I haven’t put any systems in place.” Then, one of 2 things happen: Either A) they sabotage themselves from growing because somewhere deep down they know that they can’t handle it or B) things grow and get out of control because they have no place to plug everything in.
The great thing about this year is that your concentration and ability to focus will be much improved over last year so getting organized will be more appealing and possible during this year. Dig in and get to work. As you create, you experience. This is also a time for you to do the work of your soul. It’s possible that you may feel like you’re at a dead end in your work or study. It’s a great time to consider a new direction and if you aren’t willing to consider it, even though you feel a very strong pull to do so, fate and circumstance may force you into it. Maybe your company will go under or they will combine positions and yours will be eliminated. Or, maybe you will find that the direction you are going is not truly what you want to be doing which will eventually show up as having less clients, selling fewer programs, etc., forcing you to look elsewhere, explore and, more than likely, find something more suited to you.
You must be flexible this year to make full use of the opportunities that present themselves. It will require a combination of perseverance, hard work, and versatility. This is the year to work on your foundation and prepare yourself for the many changes that will undoubtedly come next year. A five personal year often signifies a new start. As it lands in the middle of the 9 year cycle, in a way it begins a new mini cycle so all of the work you do in a four year and all of the subsequent soul searching may guide you to take an entirely new direction in a five year.
In any case, as a result of your hard work, there will be much satisfaction and feelings of accomplishment. Just be careful not to get into any kind of rut. Listen to your soul and be willing to entertain the possibilities. The challenge of the four year is to be aware of limitations but to not let them drive the car.