Need Prayers Please



  • oops I forgot to add...when you get them of course.



  • Thank you lovin. I was really hoping to get them today, but I guess I have one more stuck in limbo.



  • Well, I finally got my results. It doesn't look good. My levels have raised, but not nearly as much as they should have. I am still in limbo though, because I have to wait a week for an ultrasound and more blood work. I have to make certain that this isn't a tubal pregnancy. I want to completely break down but feel like I can't until I know for sure what's going on. I'm thinking that I'm probably going to experience another, out of town, holiday miscarriage. Not to mention that my mother-in-law might not even make it that long, so I might be leaving for another funeral before that. I really hope that she can hang on until Christmas. Sorry to sound so negative.



  • manifest dreams i havent interacted with you before but i just want you to know i'll be praying for you. It sound slike you have soooo much sorrow at the moment if you can try to take some time to rest and maybe meditate or try deep breathing techiques to help you feel more centred. sorry i cant be of more help i really hope thinsg work out for you 🙂



  • Manifest, hold tight to your strength and faith, the belief that this is a part of your journey to fulfilling your desire for a baby. I know its asking the impossible, but keep the negativity as far from you as you can.

    I have not stopped praying for you, sending you all the positive energy I possibly I can muster, and the DEMANDING you have get good news:)

    We are all here, arms wide open, for you.

    Love and Light



  • Manifest, my prayers and heartfelt blessings are with you.



  • Thank you roseydaisy, hisbablove and soapmaker.

    I was in a kind of panic today when I found out that an ectopic pregnancy might not have any symptoms associated with it until a rupture. I really didn't think this was an ectopic because I haven't had pain but now I don't want to chance waiting until next Tuesday for an ultrasound. By then I will be 7 1/2 weeks and a lot of ruptures happen by that time. So I made an appointment with the clinic that is closer,but seems totally inept, rather than waiting for the Doctor that seems to know what he is doing but is hard to get in with.

    So I go in this Thursday. I'm still second guessing this decision. I really am not sure what to do.

    Thank you so much for your prayers and blessings.



  • Still Praying for you, God forbid, in the worse case scenario, if this babe does not make it and your Mother In Law passes, she will send you a baby. I believe this whole heartedly, I've seen it happen many times on those John Edwards shows, don't give up hope. Another thing is when these things do happen, it's just nature taking it's course, there may be some unforeseen problem, genetic or otherwise. I believe you will get your heart desire's soon. Don't worry. My motto is: Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery and Today is a Present, thats why it's called "The Present." God Bless you! Never give up Hope! Love, C.C.



  • Thanks poetic,

    I had an ultrasound today but the doctor wouldn't take the time to tell me anything. She did allow the tech to finally tell me that it wasn't an ectopic. I know there is just an empty sack at this point and there should be more. I'm seeing a specialist Tuesday and their office wants me to stay on progesterone supplements until then. They must have some hope for this pregnancy but I really don't see how. I have read a lot of stories online about pregnancies starting out like this and ending up OK, but it just doesn't seem likely. I still feel stuck in limbo and it's driving me crazy. I really like your motto, I will keep it in mind when I start to feel overwhelmed. I love John Edward. I've been after my loved ones on the other side to help bring me a baby for a while, maybe my mother-in-law will be the one to get the job done. Thank you so much for your encouragement. It means so much to me.



  • Dear Manifestdreams,

    I just came across your thread again,and played catch-up and read every post.

    wow,my heart and tears go out to you,i too have been right were you are at right now.the waiting is the hardest,but try to stay as calm as you can.the body is already stressed by being pregeant,with all the changes that it has to go through,extra stress is not liked very well so the body's defences go low.i use to put a relax.c.d. in a compack c.d. player,sit in a rocking chair and pray.

    you and your baby and husband and family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

    peace,blessings,light & love

    🙂 🙂 🙂



  • Hi Manifest,

    I've been thinking of you and found your post. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you. Something else I wanted to tell you, I've told you already that I had a missed abortion in between my two children where the feutus died and my body didn't miscarry as it should have, resulting in the need to have a D&C.

    I want you to have hope with this pregnancy, don't despair just yet. When I fell pregnant the third time, I started bleeding early. I was panicking thinking I was having a miscarriage. I went to the doctors and they sent me off for an ultrasound. They weren't too hopeful because the heartbeat well below 100, very low. They said it was touch and go and to wait and see and come back in another week and see how things go. I prayed like I've never prayed before for that week, I wasn't much of a prayer in those days, but I prayed my heart out. The next week I went to have another ultrasound and the heart rate was still low but was above 100.

    Well, I went on to give birth to a beautiful baby girl who was perfect and normal in every way. She is now 9 and a half and she brings me so much joy. Just hang in there! We are all praying with you.



  • Thanks Patricia and Wenchie.

    Thank you so much for thinking of me. I started to bleed last night so I didn't take the progesterone today. I just didn't feel like I should take it anymore. So I'm in the process of miscarrying. I'll still follow up with the specialist because I could see fibroids on the ultrasound. Hopefully it won't be something that I need another surgery for. I'm emotionally exhausted. Wenchie if I remember correctly you do healings. If you ever get the chance could you do one on me and my husband. I'm really hoping that we get another chance to have a baby.



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  • Manifest do you have a picture in the thread for past lives? I will have better luck if I can see you as I work with the energy and stones for healing.



  • Thanks Wenchie. I'll E-mail you our names. LibrasLair, I don't have a picture up. Is there another way I can get one to you?



  • I know I just went thru 57 pages over on the thread on past lives. I have facebook or you can e-mail one to me also. or to Wenchie she has my address.



  • OK. I'll send one to Wenchie with the names. Thank you so much.



  • manifest I want you to know I will be asking for healing for you for the greater good. So it will be either way what is the best. Is that ok with you?



  • Hi, Manifestdreams, my mom kept having misscariges for 4 years until she had me, the doctor in germany told her to drink one bottle of stout beer a day and to take the pill then stop and try again, I was two months premature and weighed four pounds eight ounzes, I am now 5ft 5 and 145 pounds! I am so sorry that you are suffering but I have this image of a girl and a boy about 5years old waiting for you, they look healthy and are holding hands. This may be a sister and brother that need to be adopted or taken in, or dare I say they will come when the time is right. I was washing dishes one day for a girlfriend and said to her out of the blue, like something was speaking through me as so often happens, Your going to have a baby, I sang softly, she looked shocked and said why did you say that! I said I don't know but now I see two DD's in my mind and walked away, she didn't really know me and I could feel her anger towards me, I was not told that she was pregnant, later that week she told me that she was, and I knew the names of the twins she was carrying, she was upset because one of the names she picked was accurate to the one I said, but she did't find out later that she was having twins!



  • I meant to say that she later found out that she was having twins, God bless you and yours.


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