What is written in the heavens?
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Sorry I have not been around but I have had laptop problems.
Please note I might have had a relapse.
@laurenfoster ty for your contribution
@jayann God has plans for every one. When you think everything has turned against you and everything is dark God will open a small window of light for you and its the light of hope.Hang in there gurl everything will be fine. You are just passing through a long slow bad phase in life. Trust God, he will listen. Pray pray.
Sending lots of positive energy your way. Stay strong.
ty for your contribution.
Thank you so much for your kind thoughts. Take care
Thank you @Anon-Undertaker-0 for your kind words. Thank you for your up lifting news which you kindly shared,
I am awake and looking for the light. I even have gone to the priest to work out the meaning of life.
@jayann You too TAKE CARE dear.
2019 has been my annus horribilis and if something could go wrong then it went wrong. Starting with my laptop breaking.
my health has got worse which includes my hair falling out.
I have found that people who should help with my sorting my problems are refusing making me feel totally "alone" and trapped. Justice is being denied to me and therefore I am having nightmares 24/7. I am still thinking unconsciously about my ex but I no longer feel him. I have found that I have lost all my confidence and everything I do is very difficult leading anxiety and depression.
I have got some money but am having to spend it before it is removed from me. I have bought a fridge/freezer, am looking at a dishwasher, oven and hob. The hard part is that now I have money the things I have found and want are not available any more. Bull hair our annoyed unhappy.
I was rebuilding my life getting ready for old age and worsening health getting my flat ready working with my disability. The in Sept 2019 someone destroyed everything and I am paying the price.
TY again for your reading which I only today found again having been searching for 3 months it is very useful.