SUNSHINE



  • @blmoon I love hearing g that you're keeping up with the poetry!! It makes my.heart happy to know you are busy with something you love!! Hopefully I will be able to read some of your poetry someday.
    Unfortunately, I am missing my piano so much!! I listen to music a lot, but not making my own music leaves a void. I am grateful for all that I have and for life. I do want my space and privacy back, as do my children. We love family, but we need peace and quiet. My mother lives close to the Mississippi River, so I can see water often. I am looking for a house near the river. Being a water sign, water is an integral part of me.
    We're still adjusting to the heat and humidity of the south again. Pittsburgh is still relatively cool so far. The elevation is hard too. We're used to 3,000+ above sea level, now we are 10 below sea level. Feels like the air is so palpable, and I am constantly hot and sweating.
    I enjoyed hearing a out you redoing your personal space. Going to work on my bedroom here in my.parents' house, but when I get my own place, that's the first order of business. I know how frustrating that must have been during the process. But I bet it really feels great now.
    I still get the head zaps too, and the headaches and the sense of my body being out of balance, but I work through it. This is part of my new normal, so I keep it moving.
    I think we both have come to accommodate and deal with our issues.
    Yes, the chaos, energy and the noise in the cosmos is distracting.
    I wish Michael could really see the children now. 😕
    You have a Blessed and peaceful day!! 🌹😶💛



  • @badgerwoman
    Thank you for the advice. I was surprised to know someone was actually following our conversation.
    I'm working on my issues, but I don't click on sites that I know nothing about, though I appreciate the gesture.
    I hope throughout your sojourn on this site that you can find much to help you in your awakening and development of your skills.
    Have a wonderful and blessed weekend.



  • @sunshine7959 I understand,I think I sent her email to you. I did not see her site either, just saw her comments on another site about being an advocate for this issues and she was so compassionate about it. She did email me back and say she is limited to number of clients and the service isn't free, which I didn't know, so maybe its best you didn't contact her.

    Yes, I am following! Ya'll stories and issues caught my heart strings. Keep posting!



  • @badgerwoman

    Hi ...this message is for you and Blmoon ...for the "writing project" if there is time and if you can obtain use JUNIPER OIL ...a drop on feet or in shoes will make the thoughts/words flow easier and get the project done!

    MONEY ... put a drop of DATE OIL on every dollar bill you spend and think about 10 more coming back with each one.



  • BlMoon!!
    Hello to you!! Hoping your summer is coming along nicely. The kids are finally settling down and assimilating. Getting kids ready to start school.un the he fall. I have lots of ideas to get all of the kids here going, puzzle competitions, trivia games, etc... They are having fun and learning at the same time.
    I'm doing virtual practicing on piano, I have a specific piece of music that I'm working on right now. We'll see how that works.
    How's your garden going amidst all the heat? And your earthbound neighbor? I keep sending the resident earthbound here into the Mississippi River quite often. Eventually they will get the message. Hahahaha
    Just checking on you to see how you are doing and say hi!!!
    Have a totally Blessed day!!!
    Sunshine



  • @sunshine7959
    was thinking of you! Your energy feels more settled. Every time you ask about the creeper next door you are right on! I had to sage last night! My husband said he was outside two days ago and the neighbor was sageing bigtime! I had saged two days before her. I just knew he'd be over here! I like your idea about sending him to the river. I live near the ST. Johns river. It runs North! I bet your vibe increases when you are creating music. I have an extra keyboard here. Wish I could send it to you. I will pray and visualize a piano or at least a keyboard to come your way. Visualize it at night. See one just coming to you. I wanted to tell you last post that I felt you were worried Michael was not around but wanted you to know that he is very close and always will be. He is never far. As part of his choice to be a guardian helper for those on earth struggling with mental illness and drug addiction he still never strays far from you. He promises he "OWES" you a house and he hasn't forgotten! It's been 100 here so not much gardening! We started getting thunderstorms past week but I'm kind of enjoying them. Michael says you may be hearing news about his sister but says he prefers you keep safe distance. Also, not sure which one of your past men friends it is but I think it was the one "attached " to his mother? He had a big life change. But again, it doesn't concern you. I get a good vibe for you right now as if things are falling into place and your next chapter of life has begun and you can relax for a bit.. Closer to fall expect a health change with your father but again. It is not your burden and it will work itself out. You have a blessed day too! HUGS!



  • @blmoon

    Hopefully Michael can whisper in Lauren's ear and help her with her issues. She causes ruckus and isn't endearing herself to the family.

    I figured sis would pop up eventually, it doesn't surprise me. No problem keeping my distance.

    I trust Michael to keep his word. We are ready to have our forever home. It's long past time!!

    I went to a piano store here some time ago I was actually looking for piano books, and fell in love with a Steinway piano there. It was BEAUTIFUL!!! I do miss my piano very much. I am appreciative for what I have right now, butIt's time.

    I will certainly look for the things happening in the future.

    As for our respective creepers, yes, picture holding him by the collar and seat of the pants and throw him in the river and then visualize a giant hand shoving.him down the river to the Gulf of Mexico and drifting out to the open ocean. It looks hilarious, but it works. I'm not sure if it is the same one or a different one that keeps coming back here, but I'm going to stop him from bothering Logan.

    The weather is incredibly hot here as well. The humidity is awful. I always look like a shrinking violet instead if fresh as a rose. Hahaha

    Keep doing your thing, my friend, and I will keep doing mine.

    This Oct will be 6 years since Michael transitioned. Sometimes it still seems so fresh, other times, it seems like a lifetime ago. I Don't doubt he's here, I hope he is helping me kick the stalker out. 😃

    Have a lovely weekend!! I'm planning to, me and the kids!!



  • @blmoon Hi to you!!
    I'm up early listening to the ship's on the MS river. We live about four houses away and I must admit that I am enjoying the sounds of the river traffic. The water is still high and luckily the levee is holding. The water has been extremely high for months, and doesn't show much progress in dropping levels.
    It's been oppressively hot the last week. My kids and I are struggling with the below sea level altitude and the sticky, thick air.
    Took Logan a few days ago to purchase his uniforms for school. He's put in a lot of weight since we moved here, and it worries me. But seeing him interacting with the family is really gratifying. He really enjoys playing around with my mom.
    Lauren was in tears last night. Missing her dad again. Last night, My son-in-law surprised my oldest daughter and their kids by coming home from his military exercises a couple of days early, and though it was really great to see him interacting with his two small children, I knew that Lauren would feel jealousy. My heart aches for her because the older she gets, the harder it is for her to accept that he is gone. I believe much of her acting out could stem from the hurt and anger she feels about that. ☹
    My attempts to comfort her can't take away the void she is feeling.

    I'm finally cutting all the tenuous ties I had to Pennsylvania completely. I've shifted the kids health insurance and begun shifting mine as well. I have a couple of homes picked out that I would like to have, but the housing market is crazy expensive. I would love to stay near the river, so I will see how that goes! I'm keeping the faith that things will fall into place when it is supposed to.
    The resident creeper is still around. It's getting really annoying casting it away. My son seems to draw them in, he's so open. And he's not sleeping well. We definitely need to move. I did ask Michael to help me keep both kids safe. I'm just not sure how much he can do, and that is most likely the reason you sensed my worry about whether Michael was still around.
    Sooo, tell me how things are going for you!! Has your garden made it through this crazy weather? My mom has a serious green thumb. She can make even things that look totally dead come back to life, and even she's struggling with her yard.
    Yikes, here comes my daughter with the grandkids bright and early!!! I've been feeling ad if I have 5 children! The grandkids are here literally 16 hours a day!! I hope she finishes nursing school soon!!!
    You have a wonderful day and may many blessings come to you and yours!



  • @sunshine7959
    sorry it took awhile to answer. Been dealing with my left shoulder and catching my breath back after that labor marathon my grandson took 33 hours. I could feel the river near you! Very nice energy but yes that below sea level thing is weird for me too. I know what you mean about the constant battle with attachments! Sometimes I just want to move yet I know that being a sensitive comes with this issue no matter were you go! Spirits are just very attracted to us! You really have a challenge with Logan because of his disability. I go on youtube and listen to healing meditation music at night. You may try playing one in his room at night. Also, try filling a spray bottle with salt water and wiping down his bed frame and doors and walls to keep him from being so bothered. I also have bought huge bags of salt from lowes and poured it around my property line. Sage your house and yard first though so yo do not trap anything in. Best you do for up keep is to keep your space unhospitable to negatives. Keep it light and airy, they love clutter and stagnation. Music as well is not their thing and of course ring those chimes and bells. In fact hang a bodaciouse set of chimes in Logan's room and he can learn to give them a ring when he is restless. So sad for Lauren! Yes a girl always grieves for a daddy. She needs a discipline to keep her strong and busy, like dance or gymnastics. Something that helps diffuse her energy and gives her feel good endorphins. Or she will battle depression. It's her age too against her. Hormones and social pressure. I feel like this has been a great first step foundation for you and by November you will feel more secure with the next stage of your path. Enjoy that river! Very good medicine! But yes, water amplifys the spirit activity . Good Spirits as well! HUGS!



  • @blmoon
    I just lost an entire posting! I'm pretty ticked off, because I have to redo the whole thing!! Hope to have it up again later today. My daughter's man is home and he tends to keep his kids with him, so I may be free for a few days until he goes back to his civilian job. Good, because I needed a break. My age is showing, I'm not as able to deal as much with the constant babysitting. My grandkids are like the Energizer Bunny on steroids, they never sit still for a minute unless they are sleeping!
    You have a wonderful day, my friend!! Love and hugs to you!!



  • @sunshine7959
    i LOST MY POST TWICE AS WELL!!! But I tried reload and then closed down and then went back again refresh and it came back! WEIRD! Try copying as you go along so you can paste it back cos you are right....just so hard to recapture it. Except for us older connections it's gotten shady and weird on this site. So sad but I am grateful to keep in touch with my special friends.HUGS!



  • @blmoon
    I agree. I don't come on much either for the same reasons!! The atmosphere just doesn't draw me in as it did when I happened upon the site long ago. I just felt I needed to see what was waiting for me in there. And it always drew me back in, again and again....until now.
    It's great to see the usual names and dear friends in here, but it isn't the same welcoming feel.
    You told me that Michael says he "owes" me a house. I've never thought along those lines, but I told him that I would love him to "gift" me and his children with a home to call theirs for the entirety of their lives. At least when it's my turn to move on to the next phase of growth, I can be assured that they will have a home.
    I do love the water! Being so close to the river is really nice, but as it's my mom and stepdad's house, unless I get a place close to the river, I'll miss the pleasure of walking on the Levee and feeling the breeze.
    You mentioned your shoulder in pain. Did you tear your rotator cuff?? I hope not, that pain is no joke!! I'll send you some healing vibes to ease pain and help heal. I've found I'm getting stronger with sending good thoughts and vibrations to others. Practice makes perfect.
    My visualization skills are slowly developing as is my light projection.
    I think that once I get back to the serenity and solitude of my own home, I'll be able to work more on those things at length.
    I've been almost 7 months without my piano. Never thought I'd miss something so much. Mental practice is a stopgap, but Not a substitute for real practice.
    Oh well, the grandbaby is awake and crying. Time to get back to reality.
    You have a wonderful day and hugs to you!!!



  • @sunshine7959
    Thanks for the prayers! Good news on my shoulder. At first they lost my MRI then the doctor went on vacation and set me up for the 11th. This morning they found my MRI so I went in the walk in and saw a new guy. I prayed for healing Angels and visualized Saint Michael with me. I also prayed to my father and asked him to hook me up and he owed me! I took care of his medical needs for many years. Anyway I loved the doctor he had a great sense of humor. He said he saw no reason for surgery and I had bursitis in my left shoulder and by Bursa sack was swollen and inflamed. He gave me 2 steroid shots and instant relief! Thank you Jesus and all angels!. I wish I had your address I'd send you a keyboard. Instead I will pray you get that free piano...they are out there, VISUALIZE!



  • @blmoon
    I'm doing a lot of visualizing....you have NO idea....but then again....perhaps you Do!! 🙂

    Yay!!! I'm glad is it's not a torn rotator cuff, though bursitis isn't fantastic either. But at least you know what it is and it can be treated. I used Green light from Archangel Raphael for healing. I like the feelings with the Green light, so I like to use it for healing. I would love to visit you, next trip to visit my father. I talked to him on father's day. He seems ok, just a bit forgetful on account of the myriad of medications he's on.

    I just checked on Logan and he's asleep. Think I will "sweep" the house while he is asleep and pray he sleeps the whole night through.

    I wonder if my oldest daughter is a sensitive. I've noticed that if her man isn't around because he's working or on military exercises, she won't stay home by herself. She stays over here at Mom's house with the kids until she literally just can't hold out any longer, and the kids are ready to drop in their tracks. I think she's afraid to be alone. Sending her protection doesn't seem to help. But she's not a believer in all this "hocus-pocus" as she calls it.

    Anyway, off to sweep out the riffraff and send them down the river. Hahaha!! Good night and sweet dreams!!



  • @sunshine7959
    I think you are right about your daughter! I'm sure like most of us it's hard to find a safe place to express that side of ourselves. I fought it when I was young. Lot's to think about! I think you will help! HUGS!



  • @blmoon
    How's your shoulder feeling??
    I'm thinking the injection is helping with the inflammation.
    I hope your weather is good and not too oppressively hot. This is our first real summer down here, and it's sweltering. Oh well.
    I love the river. Haven't been up there in a while. I need to walk more.
    I just did my usual sweeping of the household to send the riffraff packing. Quite satisfying to give it a swift kick in the tush and send it flying down the river. :)) I hope your ghostly neighbor is staying on his end of the property line.
    Lauren has been out of sorts for the last few days. There's really no down time during the day at all. The grandkids and the great-nephew plus my siblings, nieces, nephew's cousins, the house is seldom empty. Too much sensory overload for two kids who are used to a quiet house with just the three of us.
    School starts next month and I am glad, they'll have something to look forward to.
    Going to bed. Have had grandkids since 7am and it is now 2:30 am. Exhausted!!!
    Have a wonderful weekend and take care of yourself!! Hugs!!!!



  • Hi BlMoon.
    Well, this is my first storm in decades. I'm really nervous about this!! I've not had to deal with a hurricane in decades!! I'm really anxious but trying not to alarm my children. With them being kids with Autism and Down Syndrome, getting them to react appropriately in emergencies is difficult. This will be a new experience for them. 😕 I'm reminding myself of one reason why I stayed away for so long. I'd rather deal with snowstorms!!! I hope you all are fortunate this year and don't have any storms close to you. We're prepared just in case. But not evacuating at this point.



  • @sunshine7959
    WAS JUST THINKING OF YOU! Water is a fickle queen, she gives so much and then at times she eats. We pretty much live with it in Florida and mostly the storms are more hype and fear than not. When Charley hit I honestly thought we were about to die and it took years to shake it off but eventually you get over it and once again you expect the inconvenience but it passes. We have more storms that do not destroy us than not. They are predicting a bad season here as well. I still would rather deal with this than snow! For you, I do not get any big warning for your safety. On n the positive side, you do not OWN a house to lose! The worst is no electricity It's a hard reality that the poorer neighborhoods tend to flood worse. Take note of the places that did not flood and when this passes you will have a heads up the best places to live! My children where not special needs yet still were traumatized by storms. We had a tornado hit while I was at the grocery and the kids were home with their dad. It blew all my windows out and the neighbors chimney went through my roof. My two youngest sons freaked out for two years every time a storm sounded. It was very hard to be helpless to take that away from them but eventually it passed. Sadly, LIFE happens to children good and bad. Your children will yes be hyped up. When a storm is headed here the unknown is scary, they never know where it will hit, they guess a lot. The whole vibe is intense. The news amps up. People strip the shelves of food and water etc. Gas lines get rowdy. So yes your kids will feel it. I hate the hysteria and the rudeness towards each other before. You will be fine Sunshine. Listen to your intuition and not your fear and you will be guided. HUGS!



  • @blmoon

    • Hi to you. Still here, still raining. We never lost power and no flooding either. The levee is holding. We're hunkered down and safe so far. The storm shifted West before it made landfall, so we didn't get the full-on hit. But the back end came ashore some hours later and gave us a good spanking. But no flooding and safe.
      Let's hope that we don't have as busy a storm season as predicted.