Captain-Hopefully but Drowning What Can I Do?

  • Since the last time we spoken so much has happened, my boyfriends dark path has really been affecting me and pushed me away to the point I just want to start life anew with my son. Despite little breakthroughs here and there, the amount of disrespect and abuse has gone too far. I know I am above that and just want a way out. I have sought out government assistance but most shelters are full but I am on the waiting list, my best friend in TX hasn't gotten back to me about moving in with her and I am a little weary about dealing with my abusive family as well I know they mean well. Im just not sure how it would go for me but it seems to be my main option. My mother is trying to talk to a shelter in Texas for me but its a trying process as I continue to stress out and be mistreated her in California ny my boyfriends mean spirited parents that I feel just use me. They have gotten into countless fights with me over things that I have little to do with and sometimes they can be quite rude. Today after surgery, they yelled and told me to take my baby things and leave in the cold and rain. I was really upset because the fight started between my boyfriend and mother and I wasnt do to well just leaving the doctor and she does that to me. After all I do for them, I deserve much mkre respect. I feel outnumbered here and feel like everyone is against me. What is everyone's problem? What can I do to leave or what is the best option you feel? Im scared to look for a job in this enviroment because it would be difficult to keep?

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  • Ive recently started a new office job which Im thriving in and doing quite well. I feel as if I can run the company. I have been putting money away so I could move away from where I live. Unfortunately, I still live in a very choatic environment. My boyfriend has completely changed into a different person just angry, unreliable and a total jerk who claims he can change but in my opinion never makes the effort. He is just negative and his parents can be even worse. I just focus on my job and Roman to keep me focused. Im just frustrated that I have to be patient here til an opportunity presents itself. Its hard to live here but Im trying my best to make the best of it. I try being respectful to everyone but I just dont trust anyone anymore. Ive been hurt and feel used by everyone here before and being nice, I feel that being nice sometimes is hard. To make this easier on myself while Im here, what is going on with my job how does my managers see me? I feel I can really do great things here! And what is going on with my boyfriend? Why is he so negative towards me?

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  • I just want to leave my boyfriend I'm not sure what's going on between us. Any help?

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  • Forever lost

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