Feeling like my life is one big mess and everything for ruined. Could someone give me a reading? Anything would be great.
In 2015, FL, you will tend to be focused on creative expression and emotional growth. This will be a year when it’s time to follow your dreams and abandon the conventional. It will be a time to dream big! Circumstances will have a good effect on your attitude next year and you will be more positive, optimistic and enthusiastic than ever before. This improved attitude towards life will draw people to you and it will also inspire you to go after the things you want.
However, you will have some emotional challenges to overcome. There will be some definite tension in the romantic sphere for you. How you handle them will have a big impact on your personal relationships. Yet you can get to a positive place in 2015 and that will give you the attitude needed to make the big necessary changes. You have in the past been a very 'go-with-the-flow' lover and in 2015 this will not work for you. You’ll have to address how you handle romantic entanglements or you’re going to find that you have a hard time making a meaningful connection. Your challenge is to moderate your desire to be needed by everyone by understanding that people will like you for who you are and not because you are accommodating and generous. In many ways, life is one big love affair for you - positive feedback and approval from others really matters to you, but your need for affection doesn't have to be a one-way street. You can be so giving but that can backfire when your love and generosity are met with contempt and selfishness. Sometimes disappointment and disillusionment can make you behave in dramatic or insecure ways which can irritate rather than endear you to others. In 2015, you will have to make sure your own needs are not ignored while you cater to the whims of others. You need to be careful that in your role as a people-pleaser, you don’t become too accommodating and lose touch with your own emotional needs or act inappropriately. You need to understand that love and friendship is not just about accommodation but also about trust, respect, generosity, and boundaries. So work needs to be done emotionally and 2015 is the year to do it. Do not think of getting into any serious affairs during the first half of the year. The second half of 2015 will be more beneficial for love affairs after you have dealt with any issues during the first half. You will need to focus on opening up emotionally. You tend to be rather reserved by nature, and sometimes that trait holds you back. You are great at drawing people to you, but you struggle at letting them get too close and in 2015, that is going to be a particular challenge. Not only will it be an issue in your romantic relationships, but it can also cause tensions in your friendships as those dear to you may feel that you are without emotional closeness. In 2015, focus on connecting to those around you and letting people in to share your burdens. You may decide to seek help from a professional instead of doing it on your own, but even that is a big step for you. Regardless, if you succeed in this, you will feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off your shoulders and that you’ve transformed into a much happier version of yourself.
Career-wise, In 2015 you will need some flexibility career-wise to really flourish. You may decide to follow your dreams and that may mean branching out on your own. The '9-to-5' routine will begin to wear on you and you may look for something with more flexibility and more creative opportunities. Undergoing a big career change is risky, but with perseverance and a positive attitude, you should be OK. Use your charm and fantastic people skills to bring you success; for example, in a career in public relations, entertainment, media, public speaking, politics, sales, marketing, or promotion. You may also be drawn toward a career in teaching, research, science, and - if you are more physically inclined - sport. You may also choose to put your ability to captivate an audience to humanitarian use and your strong sense of justice may well steer you toward work in human rights.
However, any decision to change your career will mean that you need to be very cautious financially. It’s not all doom and gloom financially though - any creative endeavors will have a special pay off in 2015. Creative and emotional expression will be very important for you this year. This will be a great time to dedicate yourself to your hobbies or to find new ones. You’ll be happiest when you have a creative outlet and you will see the benefits of this creativity in all aspects of your life. But you may find that money becomes a source of tension in your personal relationships, so you will want to proceed with extreme caution, especially when it comes to big expenditures.
Your physical health should be pretty good all year.
Overall, 2015 for you is a time to reflect and figure out what changes in yourself and in your life need to be addressed. If you can make the necessary changes, you’ll have come a long way by the end of the year and you should be very pleased with your progress.