Need your help please-blmoon,moon50,shuuaby,thecaptain!
hello dear readers
i am trying to understand this man who will appear in my life soon and i have known him in the past it seems. he is going to come to create havoc in my life. i am trying to understand where he is coming from? what will he come up with to tempt me? was he a lover in the past? i just want to recognize him and the offer he will make to know beforehand. i don't want to go that route with him, even though i have been struggling to find a job for months.
can you please help me recognize who he is and what will he be seeking from me? i hope he doesn't appear as a colleague at the work place because then it would be more difficult to avoid this person. i already have difficulty saying no to people, especially the psycho ones who know how to make their way through it as they have a different mind working for them.
it seems travel is involved with this person but i am not sure if it's domestic or overseas. i know nothing about this person except for his ethnicity which is same as mine.
please help me figure him out? who is he and where will i meet him?
thank you all for your help!
I am thinking this man is simply your own male side and masculine qualities with which you must become better acquainted.
you are right! the masculine side of me has been dormant all along. and after having gone through challenging times with men i have become totally obsessed in getting this power back that i have easily given away and there is still a tendency to give it away to men in future too. i have just realized that this is the reason for most of major problems in my life. but i don't know how to sensibly do it.
do you mean it's a challenge that i need to face to get acquainted with the masculine side of mine?
i really have no clue how and from where to start. there is so much anger inside me because of my own lack of understanding! people find me controlling now because i forcefully try to keep myself away from situation that i find threatening to my freedom and personal power. and i am not happy how it comes across to people i love, my family and friends. how can one learn to be more assertive in their approach towards dealing with their own personal power and keeping it intact without hurting/influencing others?