You Can’t Fear and Love Yourself
a message from Brenda Hoffman
You have likely experienced many emotions the past few days – from great joy to fear or perhaps sadness. That is how it should and will be.
You have a range of emotions. Many of which have been hidden for eons – not the least of which is anger.
Perhaps you feel as if you should be blissful at all times – and if you are not, you cannot be a true Lightworker or Wayshower. We beg to differ.
You are a human being – you are not an angel as projected in your images. Perhaps you have worn a bracelet with the letters W.W.J.D. (What would Jesus do?) to help remind you how far askew you are. Or in essence, to punish and judge yourself for not being the perfect entity portrayed in the Bible and other materials.
Granted, a few humans have managed to retain more spiritual knowledge than is true for most. But even those highly spiritual persons were not perfect – as you define perfect.
You have created such a high bar of competence that it is doubtful you will never allow yourself to claim your inner-power.
Perhaps you believe you will become a leader once you experience joy all day. Or you manifest a certain amount of money or objects. Or you find your soul mate or community. All of these excuses – and they are excuses – have been created by you to deny your inner-power.
Eons ago, you gave up your inner-power to blend with earth’s dense atmosphere. You have covered that self-lie with layers of society roles and rules. Now that it is time for you to claim that power, you resort to anything to hide it – including insisting you are not perfect and therefore must wait, for whatever you believe necessary, to label yourself powerful.
Perhaps you have decided that continuous joy is your indicator that you have finally tapped your inner-power. Much like religious leaders of old slept on nail beds or otherwise punished themselves for not being perfect. And of course, many of you do have histories of religious leadership and following – all of which contribute to your belief that you can never be perfect and therefore, never claim your power.
What if through the eons, you denied your power by not expressing anger or exploring similar pieces of your emotional rainbow? Does denial of any emotion make you more powerful?
You are powerful because you accept you in all of your colors and emotions.
Accepting and relishing your imperfections is how you learn who you are.
When you deny your totality of being – as many are now doing – you deny your inner-power to be in all of your glory and you remain more comfortable in the third dimension than any other.
We do not mean to frighten you. We are merely pointing out that accepting and loving your totality is step one in moving into the fourth and beyond dimensions. This you cannot do if you maintain beliefs of how you should act based on the actions of others – whether Jesus or a serial killer. You are you.
Many worry that if you explore your personal anger you will never find bliss. That you will be filled with rage. Does that thought not indicate you do not trust yourself? That you feel you should monitor and shackle yourself until you are the perfection you want to be?
Perfection is you – no one else. How can you fear and yet love yourself? What terrible actions are you afraid of once you allow your full range of emotions?
We have long discussed your movement into joy. We have even pointed out how to experience and express joy. And so you have. Indeed, your actions cleared Old Age global fears, hatred, sadness and similar uncomfortable feelings. You have not noted that shift yet in your media and institutions, but then you did not note when you moved earth into the New Age either. You have completed both tasks admirably.
Now it is time for you to review your needs and interests. If you have held back emotions for eons to better fit with humanity, to be a religious leader or for whatever reason, perhaps you need to feel some of those emotions. If so, your inner-being will direct you accordingly.
Because you have cleared the global emotions of that ilk, your deepest anger will be less dense, less fearful than would have been true a few months ago. It is the difference between the anger of a two-year-old and that of a mass murderer. A two-year-old can do little harm to himself or others because adults are monitoring his rage. So it is for you. Your splinters, inner-being, higher-self and guardian angels are monitoring your deepest, darkest reactions – knowing that you must clear them before you can rest. Just as is true for an exhausted two-year-old.
Some of you are angry for you feel as if you have cleared and cleaned for months – so you have. Perhaps you have nothing more to clear. That is wonderful. But if you happen to be one of those who has not allowed your being to fully express the emotions that are now dimensioned, such as anger and fear, allow yourself to do so. It is a temporary process that will help you move into the bliss you have dreamed of for eons.
The New Age is an age of joy. Part of that joy is allowing yourself to be in all of your beauty and glory. Fear and anger remain part of your rainbow of emotions, albeit on a diminished level. It is finally safe for you to explore those emotions as directed by your inner-being – without the repercussions that were probable before your global clearing of fear.
Allowing yourself to be moves you into bliss.
You cannot be fully of the New Age if you are frightened of yourself. A two-year-old is never frightened of their actions, unless an adult punishes them for being themselves. So it is for you now. Your punishment days are over. Hiding your true inner-power is over. Your god/goddess state is complete – that is, if you allow it to be by being yourself – not Jesus, an angel, care giver or victim – but yourself in all your glory.
Allow yourself to be and you will be more powerful than you can now imagine. Continue to limit your emotions and you will be spinning your New Age wheels for some time. So be it. Amen.