I am a mess... in a total mess...(Captain, I apologize, I know I am weak)
I have been debating with myself for 2 weeks, whether I should email a guy friend (ref to my thread before), I've been having chest pains, and couldnt stand the feeling.
Unortunately i followed my heart and sent him a casual email, and this is what I sent today.
Just checking, if you are praying at least..
Be good. Happy Easter!
("Yes", I am fickle-minded, but I am working on it!) lol.
i've said Goodbye to him many 3rd times, but I keep coming back. I dont know what to do anymore. A job that sits 12 hours a day, and in front of the computer does not really help at all.
I dont know what to do...
Can you please give me insight of the consequences of my action? I am losing my common sense anymore.
You are bored so you pine for the things and people you don't have. Fix your present by finding something to feel passionate about. Get involved in a hobby or fitness activity. Take a study class. Join a club. You have too much time on your hands. Look for another job if you are bored. I sense in you a curious lack of motivation or energy to change your life but no one else can do it for you. Stop complaining about being weak and start doing.
Also you need to make some new friends where you live, not linger in long distance email relationships with no future that are 'safer' than meeting people in the flesh.