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  • Hi EIAI,

    You are right...I do want to settle down. I really do love him very much and I believe as of now atleast, that we are a good match. We both have very similar aspirations and dreams and I believe we would make a good team.I believe at this point he feels the same. Yes, I do gloss over things he does that quite frankly pisses me off. But, I believe that we can never avhieve perfection, so need to accept people for who they are. I don't want to change him, but I am hoping that certain things will change once we are living in the same city. I don't want to settle, and as of now I don't feel that either of us are. Like with all things time will tell.

    It's unfortunate you felt uncomfortable to continue with the reading, but everything happens for a reason.

    I do hope and pray that he is the right man, I would really hate to start over again after investing so much emotion, time, effort etc into this relationship. I had decided before meeting him that I was done with men, when he came into my life and it has been essentially wonderful...we had about 6 wks of hell, atleast for me, but we got through it.

    As with my work I'll keep you posted. One of my biggest challanges in this life is patience. I have very little when it comes to my hopes and dreams...i want it all and I want it now. lol

    So, i definately get the feeling that you may think or rather the cards may feel that he may not be right for me. That it could or would work because we would make it, but that I may not have met Mr. Right for me yet.

    Is that the case?? Will I meet another man that is more suitable for me?? and if so, when do you think this would happen if that was the case??

    Thanks

    Sahara



  • Hey ElAl, cool new name!

    What do you prefer to be called?

    Yep I want to go to the chiropractor – just can’t afford it at the moment. I was wondering if the dizziness is either related to a lack of sleep or if it’s because the body is out of alignment. I’m a little tipped over to one side.

    I’m trying to expand on the kind of jobs I look for… but the limitation is sometimes in terms of skills or experience. I see a job I’m curious about but I don’t meet the requirements…that sort of thing. And of course, I love dance but it’s not practical for me to go that route. Not with these joint issues. But I did apply for a freelance assistant instructor position (teaching dance to kids). I saw the ad months too late. They would provide training and I guess I wouldn’t be able to withstand the training, but I applied anyway. No reply.

    I really am trying to be more flexible and taking it to heart – the message that I’m standing in my own way because of fear etc. It’s true that I may really have to just try things in order to uncover skills and ability. For instance, I realised that although I’m introverted and I don’t like customer fronting jobs, I do in fact enjoy some interaction and I like helping people – as long as I have good knowledge of the service I’m providing. I think people feel at ease with me too (I think).

    I think I can be like a mentor figure in the supportive sense, but I lack the aptitude to teach/impart skills. I’m not able to do it clearly and concisely. I know this because I’ve had the chance to teach newbies a few times and I’m really not good at it. I’ll go all around the mountain and back and confuse people 😛

    You’re really sweet. It’s way easier for me to think about what you could do as a career because I’m from the outside looking in. It’s hard the other way around. I don’t have a good handle of my strengths or abilities. I’m not really that patient haha. I did think of becoming a counsellor but I think I’ll just end up emotionally burnt out. I don’t have the right balance of compassion and emotional detachment. But I welcome any job suggestions – it’s good to hear from others 🙂

    Anyway I just applied for a job in an international relocation company. I saw the ad out of the blue and I happen to have the skills because I’ve been doing a similar scope in my current job for the last few months. The difference is that this job is a lot more focused so I’d become a specialist, rather than a jack of all trades at present. The only drawback I can see is perhaps a lack of advancement opportunities. Although that is not the priority at the moment – it might be in the end.

    I’m really hoping to get an interview so I can check out the environment and see if it might be somewhere I want to go. Do you see any anything happening?

    And the manager I told you about. I know my instincts are right that I cannot fully trust this man. He’s a little playful with the girls – not inappropriately so – but I guess he knows he didn’t win me over yet. I can’t help that, I just expect him to stick up for us to our current manager – and he’s totally not doing that. Current manager is a control freak, loves to micro-manage, and this other one has a more relaxed style of managing, but is not stepping in to manage where it really counts. Haha, oh well.

    Do you see anything changing for me, financially? It seems that small investment I mentioned is just not panning out. Is it as good as gone, or it’ll just take a long time to gain headway?

    Just curious - what is the meaning of the Passion card which I keep getting 😛

    Thanks ElAl!



  • Hello EIAI!

    I am giving feedback )- so i really met an old friend, A. , as i expected (don't know why the cards showed opposite). And i felt the his was like you described, he was kind of reserved, maybe he also didn't want to talk...we greeted each other and that is all, i don't know maybe it wasn't polite( and i think that if i started to talk he would also communicate, but i didn't want to and luckily he didn't want it either..

    Maybe just one question please - what he thought? maybe he considered me not polite??



  • Sahara,

    You know what? I'm so glad to hear about your giving up on men. Why? Because you didn't. You still have so much love in your heart despite your past.

    Is that the case?

    Right, you haven’t met Mr. Right-- yet.

    Will I meet another man that is more suitable for me?

    Yes.

    and if so, when do you think this would happen if that was the case?

    I can’t give you a date, but I’ll tell you what the cards tell me.

    Mask + Individuality + Concession

    With Isis as your Goddess card.

    What I think the cards are saying is that you will finally meet a man when you allow the Universe to bring him to you. Right now it seems like you are trying to force the Universe to rewrite your fate. You right now, don’t seem to be ready for him to come as you are still hiding things. You are not honest with yourself as told my Isis. When you do find what it is you are afraid of (within yourself) you will finally be able to attract the man that you deserve, and that deserves you.



  • Can you give me a reading on this month how is it going to be?

    Thank you



  • Danceur,

    Call me El. 🙂

    You have to always pay upfront? Maybe you can do a payment plan?

    I was wondering if the dizziness is either related to a lack of sleep?

    No

    or if it’s because the body is out of alignment?

    No.

    I asked if you would hear for that instructor position and the cards were positive either. The reply for yes, was if you went ahead and contacted them again. They might be need again.

    I think people feel at ease with me too (I think).

    Yes!

    Well, I guess it's that thing where the "blind is leading the blind" since I don't know myself what to do. Maybe you just need to have a taste of everything in the buffet of careers. 😄 your Tenth house may give clues for a possible career. Have you checked that out?

    Do you see anything changing for me, financially?

    The cards don't show much changing.

    It seems that small investment I mentioned is just not panning out. Is it as good as gone?

    Possibly. Have you spoken to your friends that had made you invest? I feel like there may be a chance for you to get your money back if you tried.

    or it’ll just take a long time to gain headway?

    No.

    I'll give you the meaning of Passion card from my book.

    Gibbous Moon Waxing in Water (Third phase of the Moon)

    As the moon's light increases during this phase of the moon, the outcome of the matter in which you are involved becomes clearer and the need to bring it to the desired completion is extremely strong. The issue now becomes and all-pervasive passion.

    To me, since it's the number three, it signals the perfect time to head out and reach a goal. You have so much energy and enthusiasm that it almost signals success. Since it keeps popping up, I feel that no matter what you are going for you will always carry that energy and desire. Even though consciously you are not trying to carry out your own true wishes, subconsciously your soul and heart are reaching for the stars.



  • I would love to have a reading please: I was wondering if you see a New Job opportunity for me within the next 30 days or so. Also, do you see me having some sort of verbal communication with my friend (G) he has not been able to communicate with me do to legal reasons. Could you please tell me in WHAT month this contact will happen? My D.O.B. April 21,1973

    Thanks In Advance 🙂



  • Marishkaa,

    Thank you for the feedback.

    I don't think they got it wrong; I think I got it wrong.

    what he thought?

    Palace + Challenge + Economy

    With Venus as your Goddess card.

    He may have thought it was a good opportunity to have talked to you, but he soon found out that you both had nothing much to talk to you. Did he try moving the conversation forward? It seems like maybe you were giving him one worded answers? He was finding it difficult and didn't want to pursue more since he was feeling like he was failing in communication. Things were not going the way he planned.

    maybe he considered me not polite?

    Cards were positive either way. I don't think he thought you were being rude, I think he was feeling self-conscious and thought he was saying the wrong things



  • SagittariusGurl,

    I asked the cards what you should expect for June:

    Knight + Mask + Palace

    With Gaia as your Goddess.

    Lots of faces in this spread. It seems like for the month of June you will be moving forward with a look as if everything is alright. Hiding things, keeping things behind closed door so that no one can see is the theme of the month. Lies will be prominent, but it's all for the good of growth. You are tired of people talking and will protect what you value no matter what.

    This month is about your home and continuing building it.

    The first week is about keeping up appearance. You will continue your life as it always been- living it out of convenience rather than what you want.

    The Second week, there will be less tension. I guess you will finally get into a groove of things and you will actually forget about your problems for around. You will feel happy and want to have some fun or go out to celebrate.

    The third week there will be a lot of open communication. You may get into social networks or other social communities and talk to other people. You will find others with things in common with you.

    The last week, you will come into a realization and have to decide on something. It may be because of the people you have met, but you will feel excited and may not know what exactly to do. Do not rush anything by this time, but think on things before making a sound decision.



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  • Hello StandingTall,

    I was wondering if you see a New Job opportunity for me within the next 30 days or so?

    No.

    I have applied for a job as a Staffing Coordinator; do you see me getting this job?

    No.

    Also, do you see me having some sort of verbal communication with my friend (G)?

    The cards were negative either way. It seems like right now is not a good time for communications with this friend.

    Could you please tell me in WHAT month this contact will happen?

    I'm not good with time frames, so take it with a grain of salt.

    Hera came out so it would be the month of Cancer. Possible time could be from June 27 through July 15. But be careful as Hera advices not to force anything. If you want contact from him, he should be the one to come to you as you looking for him could cause more issues.

    Hope it helps.

    Will start on your Joy reading soon.

    --EL



  • THANKS!! Excellent reading 🙂 Yes, I will not contact him, for he owes me an apology.



  • Hi EIAI,

    Thanks for the reading. It's funny, a couple months ago, when things were somewhat rocky, you were positive about the relationship. Now that things are going great the cards are somewhat negative. I suppose the universe is allowed to change its mind.

    If he isnt Mr. Right for me, am I likely to meet Mr. Right if we are still together??

    Can you give me any insight into Mr.Right?

    Will I meet Mr. Right in Sierra Leone??

    The only thing that scares me is my lack of self worth/ insecurity. I'm a very positive, upbeat,outwardly very confident but I do tend to sell myself short.

    Is that what you mean about facing my inner fear? Aside from that my only real fear is not being successful, with work or finanicially.

    Maybe you can help with this inner fear...give me some insight into that if possible.

    Thanks again

    Sahara



  • Hi El,

    Yeah I have to pay upfront. I’m not doing well financially. And these things can get expensive – because you have to keep going back. I will have to find a way to go at least once, soon.

    I think I may go ahead and contact the company again about the assistant instructor position 🙂 It is different from anything I’ve ever applied for. Kinda like a stab in the dark, but who knows right?

    Do you see anything with the other job I applied for – the one with the relocation company? Whether there is a chance with that, and if it will be positive for me?

    I guess the investment is as good as gone then. It was really small so no worries – it was just the hope that went along with it that makes things disappointing..

    We may have the aptitude to do something sometimes, but frequently, companies only take someone with the required education or work experience. In that sense, there’s a lack of opportunities and it makes it difficult to just ‘try’. I’m not really knowledgeable on the astrology stuff, so I will go check out that Tenth house. But I am trying to broaden the scope because I really do want to find something I’m good at.

    And you’re right. That Passion card seems to indicate how I feel inside. There is an energy and desire within. Even though the external circumstances aren’t satisfactory. I feel a vibe that I’ve crossed over into a new phase in my life – and it’s about turning things around, making things happen. It’s more in the thinking stage though. But some things – like getting a better job – are rather urgent. And I just feel so restless, like I can’t stand to stay in circumstances that no longer work for me.

    And even though I’m allowing the romance/relationship bit to take a backseat for now, it’s something I want to move ahead in. Any indication of anyone coming my way?

    I was asked to take on a little extra work (on account of someone leaving and internal reshuffling AGAIN). This is on top of the little extra I took on 2 months ago when someone else resigned. I was meant to pass the ‘first’ extra to a new hire. But they’ve gone ahead and used her to do other tasks, than what she was hired for – because of the lack of manpower. And I can’t hand over the stuff just yet.

    I was thinking it’s about time to ask for a raise. Not only because my salary is not on par with my team (although I am similarly qualified and have more work experience and am doing the same amount of work at the same level), but because of these interim extra duties. It is unequal treatment. And they got away with it because I was desperate to remain at this job. Told me they’d review in three months - that was in February. I know if I don’t bring it up, they won’t. What do you think?

    I still want to leave though – it has never been about the money. I met up with my team at a colleague’s house at a get together. We talked till 2am! From everything we talked about, I know there is no hope of things improving. The fact that some weren’t invited and were gossiped about made me feel worse. I understand people’s frustration – but I feel sad that they have turned on each other, not realising that the enemy is the environment and not each other.

    The only thing keeping me here is familiarity and a lack of another job. But familiarity doesn’t really hold sway anymore since there is an ongoing ‘exodus’.

    I just thought that while I’m still here, I should try to push for a higher salary anyway 🙂

    Thanks again El 🙂



  • SagittariusGurl,

    I asked the cards what you should expect for June:

    Knight + Mask + Palace

    With Gaia as your Goddess.

    Lots of faces in this spread. It seems like for the month of June you will be moving forward with a look as if everything is alright. Hiding things, keeping things behind closed door so that no one can see is the theme of the month. Lies will be prominent, but it's all for the good of growth. You are tired of people talking and will protect what you value no matter what.

    This month is about your home and continuing building it.

    The first week is about keeping up appearance. You will continue your life as it always been- living it out of convenience rather than what you want.

    The Second week, there will be less tension. I guess you will finally get into a groove of things and you will actually forget about your problems for around. You will feel happy and want to have some fun or go out to celebrate.

    The third week there will be a lot of open communication. You may get into social networks or other social communities and talk to other people. You will find others with things in common with you.

    The last week, you will come into a realization and have to decide on something. It may be because of the people you have met, but you will feel excited and may not know what exactly to do. Do not rush anything by this time, but think on things before making a sound decision.

    Thank you El

    Wow a lot of faces. How do you see my relationship? will it



  • Sorry I press the wrong button lol

    Thank you El

    Wow a lot of faces. How do you see my relationship? will it still be the same? or would it change? I know am still with this issue I just can't seem to get it over with it will take time but will "N" get out of the picture?



  • Hi EIAI,

    I think, when i went on speed date, there was still a residual from past me there, and your picking up on that, i did used to go to extremes, that was when i was in such need to be wanted, that really was just for confidence boost,

    I feel you telling me off there ha ha ,

    I agree that was what you said, me too, and i just need to think on what i ought to try to join make friend? any suggestions.

    Thank you

    Scully



  • Oh i forget, On two occasions now, there been i think same guy shout i think taking the piss, from a car, i have gut feel he from speed date,, what freak me most yester, that it sounded like he was right behind me, yet he was twenty feet away in car, yet he sounded so close, me been hard hearing too,? it just bug me or am i being over sensitive?



  • Sahara,

    I'll be honest...

    Back then, when I was barely starting out, I was always trying to be as sweet as possible by sugar coating everything-- finding a ray of light in every situation. Figured out it doesn't help the people who I'm supposed to be helping. I just help prolong delusions. Now I figured out that I have to tell whatever they give me-- even if don't like their responses. I cringe a lot to myself when they give me negative responses. Sometimes it takes me a good hour to write the response.

    Anyways, I don't always think it is the Universe changing, but us as people. I think the Universe would have an easier time flowing smoothly if it wasn't for us with free will changing everything everyday. 🙂

    If he isnt Mr. Right for me, am I likely to meet Mr. Right if we are still together?

    Yes.

    Can you give me any insight into Mr.Right?

    Achievement + Compromise + Revision

    With Venus as your Goddess card.

    Not so positive cards. Seems like Mr. Right is going to be going through some problems when you will meet him. You will probably feel a physical attraction to him, but anything else towards him will not be there. He will have a mental block and you both may not connect so easily. Still, once you get to know him more, then that is when you will see who he really is. I think he will teach you a lot about being patient.

    Will I meet Mr. Right in Sierra Leone?

    Cards were negative either way. I guess where you will meet him will unexpected. It will be a surprise.

    Is that what you mean about facing my inner fear?

    No.

    Maybe you can help with this inner fear...give me some insight into that if possible.

    Sceptre + Palace + Sleeper

    With Gaia as your Goddess card.

    It seems like status and wealth is very important to you. You tend to close your eyes to everything else. Nothing is as important as what you have. Material properties are the most important. The best clothes, shoes, and luxuries should be yours. This is mostly what you have been searching for all your life. The best of everything. The best jobs to buy the best things. Though this is what the Universe would like you to know: None of that is important. One day, you may find it, but you may not be happy. You'll always be afraid of losing it. You are afraid even now.

    In the long run, the things that are important are not what your job or the amount of money you can have can bring or buy, but the people and love you have. You already seem to know this.



  • Danceur,

    I think I may go ahead and contact the company again about the assistant instructor position 🙂 It is different from anything I’ve ever applied for. Kinda like a stab in the dark, but who knows right?

    Right! Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

    Do you see anything with the other job I applied for – the one with the relocation company? Whether there is a chance with that?

    No.

    and if it will be positive for me?

    I asked if it would be positive for you not to get it.

    They said yes, and I think it's because you need a job of communication and where you are connected to people more than anything.

    And even though I’m allowing the romance/relationship bit to take a backseat for now, it’s something I want to move ahead in. Any indication of anyone coming my way?

    Not yet. You may get more friends for now, but it seems like you should focus on reaching your goals and work related aspirations first.

    I was thinking it’s about time to ask for a raise?

    Yes, if you feel you deserve one (I certainly do) then try and see. The only thing is that they may take some time in giving it to you, but I feel like you will eventually get it.

    I hope the Universe brings you a better, healthier job!


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