Please help interpret this celtic cross reading



  • I'm reposting this, I posted the other day, I appreciate people can't reply immediately but am feeling desperate.

    I have done a reading for myself tonight. I'm really struggling as a working single parent with no support after their father moved away and am desperate to see some light at the end of the tunnel. My understanding of the following reading is that its saying change, change, persevere, change, change, persevere. I know I have no choice but to do this, but I feel like I'm treading water and feel sometimes like I can't go on. This is all happening after a year filled with loss and loneliness. I just need a bit of help believing that there will be an end to the struggle

    I did a celtic cross reading. I'm never really sure about the significator and try to let the cards choose, the cards chose death.

    1st card - the empress

    2nd card - 6 of pentacles

    3rd card queen of swords

    4th card - queen of cups

    5th card - 5 of wands

    6th card - the hermit

    7th card - king of pentacles

    8th card - 10 of cups

    9th card - ace of cups

    10th card - knight of wands