Need some clarity
Hi. Anyone who can give a quick reading would be greatly appreciated! I just need some clarity about what is going on in my life right now. Am I going to finally find a healthy relationship? Things have been crazy and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. HELP! Thanks DOB 3/12/81 @ 17:26 in Middletown ohio
Whether or not you have a successful life or love relationship depends entirely on you Kobain, and if you deal with the issues that are holding you back.
Looking at your profile, I see you can get rather involved with your own visions, fantasies and dreams, to the point that your inner life affects your ability to work and function on a daily basis. Be careful that your escape into your head doesn't become an escape from life and reality altogether. What you consider reality, others might see as foolish fantasy. Your innocent altruistic dreams could make you a great missionary, a great visionary or psychic, or a paranoiac isolated nut if other people don't share or understand your dreams. You have a tendency to become bored and restless, having a brilliant (but impatient) mind that grasps things so quickly that it might see you move from one project or person to the next without fully appreciating or plumbing the depths of each experience. By dedicating yourself to a field of endeavour or craft, and through years of disciplined and determined effort, you can become an authority in that area. Though it may seem anathema to you to have to settle down, buckle down, and apply your considerable gifts in a directed and concentrated effort, it will bring you great success if you do so. Any superior attitude or egotism you may have from being so clever however may bring you some setbacks as a result of poor planning or half-baked schemes and views. Disappointments can knock you off balance and cause you to head off in a new direction when you would do better to pursue what you have started. Going into things deeply - with care, awareness and deliberation - may seem daunting, but once you develop a more directed approach to your endeavours and expand your life and worldview through dedication to something greater than yourself, the resulting spiritual and personal enlightenment will strengthen your natural talents, and you can turn into a source of inspiration for everyone you meet.
You will have to be careful however that your preoccupation with your work doesn't sidetrack you or isolate you from relating to others. In relationships, you may have issues sharing your feelings with and revealing your vulnerability to your partner. You have a deep desire to receive love, yet an overriding need to feel the acceptance of your peers can hold you back from revealing your true self. You may experience fears and pain of betrayal, real or imagined, in your heart so you trust your mind and think your way through emotions, which can cut you off from a sense of connection with others. You desire a high degree of privacy and independence and may keep to yourself too much. Yet you seek harmony, balance and completeness through joining with a partner because you don't feel the harmony and completeness in yourself. To bring more life into your relationships, you would do well to practise whatever inner work you choose to enhance your own sense of self-reliance and wholeness. In intimate situations, you must trust enough to remove your mental 'armour' and bring emotion itno the bedroom. the bottom line is that other people can never give you enough support for you to break out as an individual and take advantage of the exciting opportunities life can bring. You must become your own best friend and encourage yourself to go after those things that will bring you happiness. You may never feel you have enough knowledge to ensure creative action, so you just wait around for happiness to somehow find you. The irony is that once you take action and begin to create your own happiness, the knowledge you need to succeed comes to you effortlessly.
2011 for you Kobain is a big year of learning and teaching what you learn to others. It is a time in which you can experience much soul growth and you may be called upon to give of yourself, your time, your talents, your insights. There is much illumination to be gained now. This is a very spiritual vibration and it is best to channel the energy of 2011 into some artistic or psychic endeavour. Your intuition should be humming this year, with revelations, visions, and psychic illuminations. The year brings with it inspired thinking, originality, and inventiveness. There will be unexpected associations or unexpected breakups too. This year brings you opportunities to gain prominence. You may find yourself in the limelight and in a favourable position to launch a new product, invention, or service. Definitely a "Go for it" year!