:0( sometimes I just really eff up :0( can't turn back the clock so now what?



  • So, I was angry and resentful and depressed and felt forced to make a judgement call that I now regret. I filed for divorce almost a year ago and I have so much clarity, knowing what went wrong and why, and now I want to turn back the clock but the damage is done... I want to fix it but I dont know that i can. We are two different people now, both more secure, and independant but I think his love for me is gone gone gone. I'm very sad. I don't know what I'm asking. I want someone to say "yah, I see you'll be together again as a couple in the future" but I don't know if that's possible, I guess I just don't know how to move past this, I need to know that forgivness will come, and hopefully he'll try again with me. I also think he might have someone else :0( I need hugs...


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