What is wrong with me?
Ive gone through some severe serious things this past year & for some reason I just feel I cant pin point anything in my life. I feel lost & confused with the direction of my life.
I am currently on & off involved with someone & Ive gone cold on him. Im like really holding on to this. I dont really know what to do as far as us. We both had a lot of baggage. I still had so much going on in my life. I held so much in in the beginning. Im so confused with this. I dont trust myself. A lot has to do with me & my situation. I have so many demands from other people right now in my family. Ive lost all kinds of hope for myself. I feel like I have way too many high expectations on me. I feel completely trapped. He is not putting these expectations on me. My living conditions right now are unhealthy.
Could anyone give me any insight.
Out of control often feeds the need to control in destructive ways. It can manifest in obssessive ways--adiction--eating disorders--dangerouse life style--obssessions and distractions that preocupies the mind and disconnects body from the anxiety of a life out of control. You have survived through a rough patch by disconnecting from your senses--that's what you can't pin point but you do on a higher level sense it--a big disconnect inside you---you are not grounded in your own life---moving on auto pilot. You really already know what you need to do--follow your intuition and make an appointment . BLESSINGS. you have a whole NEW life waiting for you to be present in.