I hope you are doing well. I haven't been on this site for quite awhile, but my intuition told me that I needed to tonight. I've been feeling overwhelmed and was wondering if you could do a reading for me.
Well hi there manifest,
I too have been absent from this Site for about 9 months and like you, got the messsage to come back last night, so how weird is that? I've also been feeling drained, overwhelmed and generally dragged down lately and again, like you, am in need of something uplifting and encouraging.
I'm trying to get somethign for you here, but all I seem to get is the word "black". What significance does that have for you? Are you in a black mood, or ... I'm just getting a very dark aura around you; a sense of smothering, suppression and hindrance.
As I type further on, I think you have been focusing on something you dearly want in your life which hasn't manifested. Is that right? It's like you've been banging your head against a brick wall and are now exhausted from your efforts.
The Higher Ups have other ideas for you I think, and even though that might not suit what you crave, eventually you'll see that it is the right thing. That doesn't mean you wont' achieve what you want at another time, but for now, I think you are needing to focus entirely on yourself. But I keep coming back to that "black" thing. I feel you should seek the advice of a reader who can interpret auras and see what comes up there. There's something that has been missed - for lack of a better word - which is preventing you from achieving the happiness you so crave.
I'm sorry I can't be more direct, clear or helpful here, but that darned word "black" just won't go away!! And I feel it's something to do with your heart chakra ...
Time is needed here; a lot of time for healing. Impatience will bring you nothing but sorrow, so my suggestion is that you try to go with the flow, mark time with as much grace as you can and in other words: let go and let God. This is something you can't really control and I feel it's driving you nuts!
And don't worry: you aren't alone in that boat my friend! I am suffering similar ...
Again, I'm sorry I can't be a bit more helpful or insightful here, but things just aren't coming except that bloody BLACK word!!
Let me know if any of this makes sense.
Good to talk to you again,
Thank you Chris.
My mood has been black. I'm really struggling with it. I also haven't been able to manifest what I want in life and that is definitely contributing to my depression. My doctor wants me to see a cardiologist, as well as other specialists. I was thinking of blowing this off but after reading about the blackness in my heart chakra, I think I'll go.
I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling too. Is there anything I can do to help?
No my darling friend, not from you. You are the one who needs the help at the moment. I have plenty helping me, so I'm here at your service in any way I can. See a cardio, because you want to rule out physical things that may contribute to this. But I see more of a broken heart thing rather than any physical dysfunction. However, I could be off the mark and it would be remiss of me not to advise you to rule out medical contributing factors before you address the root - emotional - cause if that's really the case.
Let's just chat and see where this leads us for now. Maybe you need to pour your heart out, so go ahead. My email address for private chat is .
Please take care of yourself and keep me posted. I think you are a very genuine, sincere and deep feeling person who has tried so hard to find peace and happiness, and now you're exhausted. That's understandable.
Talk to me, okay?
Thanks Chris. I would love to chat. It looks like your email address was erased. Maybe you could put spaces in between or spell it out so it doesn't get deleted.