Broken to pieces.
You know what? You're going to be OK. This is not a psychic reading, or anything similar, just one friend to another, but I get the impression that you're looking at the issue through a bubble, because the pain is so present and recent. Take your eyes off the pain, and look inward. Heal the pain in your own way, and don't let others tell you you're crazy, or that you need to just get over it.
When I have very new injuries, I use EFT, or MTT. It's like acupuncture without needles, and it helps instantly. you can google it, or go to www.EFTInEveryHome.com to learn how to do it. It helps me tremendously.
Love yourself, look out for YOU and yours, and damn the torpedos!