I think they mirror the situation you describe fairly well. You are wondering whether your decision was a rash one and are presently feeling oppressed in your current position, which contradicts your expectations. Although, the reason for this feeling is somewhat unclear. I am wondering if you are worried that this is confirming that you made the wrong decision? I don't think that is what I would take away from this. I would suggest being patient during this time of transition, and doing a little soul searching until the reason you are feeling unsatisfied becomes apparent. Metaphorically, you are waiting for the night to pass. I hope it all works out for you. Take care.