@thecaptain ty

@jayann https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/basics/relationships

@tarotnick Thank You TarotNick I will ask my friend today

@jayann Both of those songs were knee jerk reactions. I do believe they hold simple truths you can apply. What really comes to mind is the collection of songs/videos by the Lumineers, known as The Ballad of Cleopatra. Warning... at face value this collection can appear very gloomy and without hope, when in fact it's just the opposite. Just like any work of art it holds multiple meanings to the eye of the beholder, Google for the basic concept/theme. I do believe there's a strong connection between the Lumineer's character Ophelia and the one found in William Shakespeare's ''Hamlet", and we can't forget Cleopatra... Very deep indeed. “What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity"

@squadus can you help? @bleudawn what do you think? @Moon50 @Blmoon

@ddude ty

@blmoon You are right I should be grateful for having a medical condition which cannot be controlled, always in pain which cannot be stopped. One cannot lose what one has never had and as for being on my life path with leads to happiness and fulfilment. Well I have never had happiness or fulfilment. So yes I can trust that my life will be a waste of time. Come on death I cannot wait to leave this life.