Hi .. Learning Tarot can be such a process and can be different for all of us as we all learn very differently.. Choosing a deck that speaks volumes to you is important. For me I started with the Native American Tarot by Magda Weck Gonzales. I began by learning 2-3 keywords at a time per card and started by working with no more than 3 cards at a time in a spread. and slowly was able to increase to larger spreads. By practicing I was able to do readings for others in a variety of environments.. This was a very slow journey and it took time to fully understand how the cards merge together in a reading, depending on layouts, spreads used, questions asked etc ... The best book was a companion book with the deck, or even the LWB can be a great starting point to begin the journey fo self-discovery... Another great way to learn the cards is through meditation, reflection, in a journal describe the image of the card.. let the card tell you a story.. What does the character look like, what does the character say, what does the character do before, during and afterwards? Or take a moment to Write down the Fool's Journey through the Major Arcana then through each suit ... This is one way to get to know the cards personally ... There are so many amazing books to read and work through the exercises.. discovering what works for you is so personal.. There are amazing resources available through this site, with the meanings available to read. and lots of people who can answer questions ... Some recommendations include any books by Rachel Pollack, Mary K Greer, Melissa Cynova, Benebell Wen (with Holistic Tarot a great resource manual ) , plus so many others . Depending on what your purpose for reading Tarot is and how much time and study you want to put into it ... even after 20+ years I am still learning to improve my readings for others.. There are some incredible channels on Youtube that share a wealth of info as well ... Take your time, keep a journal and build your knowledge slowly over time ... Take care

@lavender Hi .... Sorry took so long to reply to this .... took time out for self healing now back and am able to take some time to share my thoughts ..... Wheel of Fortune can ask us whether we believe in destiny or fate? Do you accept we have ups and downs in our lives? what decisions can we make to stop going round and round? 6 of Wands can speak of success, victory after a lot of battles and struggles... we have finally got the chance to be proud of what we have achieved, even when others do not believe in us.... we can hold our head high as we walk ahead....... Ace of Wand reminds us of our own inner spark, that creative fire waiting to burst forth ... it is up to us to believe we can take action.. at this moment it seems dormant within us, it is a thought, an idea waiting to burst into a creative project on some level ..... Hoped this gives you some ideas to what the cards can mean.... What deck did you use? as the imagery can give clues to other messages within the reading...

@samitaurus you will find a much more compatible companion once you move on emotionally. Look for the lesson, bless the one who taught it, and use it to make a better love relationship in the future.

@jodomi I'm just seeing this, and I'm very sorry for the late reply. I wasn't real close to my moms dad as I just met him when I was 16 (I think) and didn't spend much time with him before his passing. I was close to my dads parents spent every summer with them. My moms mom was super close to her as she would watch my daughter when she was young. I'm so glad that my daughter got to grow up with amazing people. They were extremely artistic and musically inclined. I've recently found that I am too. Just wish they could have seen it. Thank you all so much for taking the time to help me with this.

@aries-in-texas - yes, you love the man but hate what he did.

It feels to me like you are not moving forwards, but sideways, since you are looking for basically the same situation as in the past. I feel you need to be more flexible, maybe even consider seeking single accommodation or sharing a place in the same town with someone else. It feels to me like you are trying to squeeze two people into the same safe 'hole' when it might be necessary to find your own separate path.