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Thank you! I don't feel an urgency, but a pressing curiosity. Luckily, I'm over 40 so kids aren't even on the table that takes all the pressure off. I think more than anything, I just want to have a long lasting relationship, good banter/friendship/trust/chemistry, marriage, growing old, grandkids, to live in a wonderful place and have great stability with another person...I'm lucky that I have stability, a wonderful place to live, and great grown kids on my own. Again, I just really would love someone who is successful in all of these areas to merge with me. Im a bit tired of being hte only single one in my friend group. lol
I'd say I"m not in a dark place, I actaully really like myself and my time alone, but I'd like to share it too. It may look dark because I"m definitely in a place of growth, it's not always comfortable but soul and I are moving through it. I have a lot of great things going on but yes, challenging for certain!!!
Oh, yes, I"m a complete keep to my self-er. I work with really acute people all day long so by the time night time comes around, I walk my dog a few miles and crash, weekends are me being a hermit. The only social time I have is if i go to my friend's house or of they have a gathering. I have no idea how to meet people, I've done the online thing-too creepy too "I just want casual forever", which is fine but I"m in southern california and it's a majority, so that's annoying
Anything else you pick up on, I"d love to hear. Thank you so much.
